That Month In May. Joshua Hong x Reader

Scenario Jeonghan!

Jeonghan's Pov.

"I know..You may not like me." I mumbled. In what universe would that sentence ever work?

"Like who?" Eunhi popped out from behind me as I jumped from fear.

"Yah! Eunhi! Don't scare me like that!" I whined.

"Hehe. But who?" She stood in front of me as she played with the snow on the ground.

"You..don't have to know. Why are you here?" I tilted my head, trying to avoid the falling snow landing on my eyelids.

"I was taking a walk." She seemed upset as she said that though. She was fiddling around with her finger..Joshua's ring was gone.?! She hopped onto a swing as we kept chatting. Then the snow had stopped for the meantime.

Eunhi's Pov.

Even after everything, Jeonghan had been by my side this whole time. I never took a blind eye to it. And our relationship always grew when such things happened to me and Joshua.

I knew I couldn't be stuck on him for so long..Joshua never..really loved me, did he? But it only made me realize that he wasn't the one for me. It only helped me know what I really am..And no one should block me from that. And Jeonghan supported me into seeing that.

Is it even alright for me to move on so quickly..and with someone who Joshua is so close with? He was handsome yet pretty at the same time..He's so caring but so strict. His voice was like a chirping bird early in the morning.

He's like the melody that boosts the whole song. It made me joyful whenever he had thr chance to speak for me or do such affectionate things. Am I allowed to even like him if he's so perfect?.

"It's a bit cold out." He huffed, his nose turning red from the cold.

"Take my scarf then." I unwrapped mine, slowly placing it around his neck.

"What about you.?" He held onto his jacket.

"I'm fine! I've got an extra jacket underneath." I showed the second jacket with pride and he laughed. "Your hair is getting longer y'know." I smiled, touching his smooth yet soft hair.

Jeonghan's Pov.

Her hands touching my hair was making me go crazy inside. My heart was beating fast..I couldn't hear it but I could feel it deeply within me.

I took her hand and she seemed surprised. "Sorry..Do you not like it?."

(PLAY
'Same dream, same mind, same night'
BY SEVENTEEN)

I shook my head. "It's not that.." I said. Why was it so hard to just say those few words. Am I that scared of rejection?.

She was beautiful, she was intelligent, she was on a higher level than me..How could someone like me like someone as incredible as her.

"What's wrong then?." Snow started to fall once again.

"Eunhi.." I furrowed my eyebrows. "I'm..sorry. I'm sorry that I like you. I'm sorry that I like you when I know you love someone else." I felt her fist loosen up. I was scared that she didn't like me anymore so I started to cry.

"Jeonghan..Since when?." She lifted my head up gently and I shrugged.

"It just happened a while ago." I sniffled as she wiped my eyes.

"I may be selfish for this..But is it wrong that I've been slowly falling for you too?." She asked and I shook my head.

"Of course not." The breath between us escaped and her smile she gave me was perfect.

"Jeonghan..You're not only saying this just to make yourself feel better or myself feel better, are you?" She sat on the swing once again.

"No, I really am not Eunhi. I'm not doing this out of spite." I kept my hands together to keep myself out from the cold.

"I really trust you Jeonghan..But it's rather hard." She swung herself lightly but I stopped her.

"Please..I want to be that person you can lean on, that person you can cry to. The person you can hit." I frowned, forcing the swing to stop.

"I don't think..I'd-"

"Well it doesn't matter. Just if you have any problem..If you're happy..I only want you to do it with me." I huffed, holding myself back.

"Jeonghan..It's harder to say than do." I wasn't giving up on her though.

"But I will do it..Eunhi. Please believe me." I clutched on to the chain of the swing and one hand on the back of her head. I kissed her, not knowing how long I have wanted to do that. It wasn't easy for me..And neither for her.