Book #2 is out! No more posting one shots here! Hopefully in the second book there better!
Ps. The first ones won't be good because it was my first time doing this, but I think I've gotten better over the years!
One shots for the dorks!
A/n Sorry...this has some self harm and suicide stuff so if your sensitive to this type of stuff pleasedon'tread
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Tears fall down. They couldn't be stopped. They just kept on falling. He couldn't hold them back. Drowning on the memories. Jonathan felt his body become numb. He lost all senses and the tought of not having his lover besides him killed him, slowly. Evan was gone and there's nothing he could do about it. Evan was slipping away. Loneliness ate jonathan, inside out. He was going crazy. Insane. He was becoming delirious.
He was fighting for one more day. Just one. One more day to spend with the person that gave him life. The person that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. The depression took over his body and his life crumbled down. Love turns to ashes and it dissolves in the air. It pops like bubbles on the sky. It melts like ice cubes on a sunny day. He was losing all control. He was losing his life. Painfully and slowly.
He would die to be where evan was. He would try to be where he was. But ofcores that's impossible.
Every night. He would dream evan was still there. It was a beautiful nightmare.
The ghost by his side. So perfect, so clear. When jonathan wakes up, evan would disappear, like smoke, back to the shadows with all jonathan holds dear. He dreams he was still here but ofcores, even if he prays, evan won't come back. It wasn't a lie, it was just the hard truth. Lonely and depressed, jonathan lived. Or so he tought.
He tried his best but he just didn't see the light on the dark room.
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No one was ment to be lonely and jonathan knew that, but he was just to busy being Evan's to fall for somebody new.
But ofcores he could always dream.
A Crimson red color covered both his arms and stomach.
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