Goodbye's

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It seemed I could remember her but nothing else!

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"Veronica, Roni I'm so sorry! But I think I found a way to regain my full energy!" I cried, Roni looked at me as if she'd seen a ghost, oh wait she just has!

"Roni, what's wrong?" I asked concerned,

"Nessa!" she said as tears rolled down her rosy cheeks

I gently wiped away the tears with my hands,

"Veronica what's wrong?" I said staring into her eyes, I was holding her face with my hands, she carefully placed her hands over mine,

"I forgot" she whispered.

"Forgot what Roni?" I asked worriedly,

"About you, I couldn't even remember my own twin sister!" she balled,

I pulled her in for a hug, holding her head in my chest, I never wanted to let her go,

"Roni, hush it's ok, but what do you you mean forget about me?" I asked

"I don't know I can't remember anything, but I just know who you are!" Roni sobbed.

It hit me after Roni flat lined and visited me, when she returned she must have had amnesia,

"Oh Roni I'm so sorry!" I whispered "I was only thinking of myself, I was so horrible and rude" I explained tears filling my eyes.

"Oh Roni I'm so sorry!" I whispered "I was only thinking of myself, I was so horrible and rude" I explained tears filling my eyes

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"Nessa, how are you here?" she asked

"The wise man, he offered up his energy, he told me to tell you......."

I realized this could be the last time I see Veronica, this can't be, more tears rushed down my face.

"Tell me what Nessa?" she asked

We were interrupted by our parents entering the room, she didn't seem to care though,

"Tell me what Nessa?" Roni repeated,

she looked up and stared at everybody in the room, I was staring straight at my parents, I felt as if I could break down in tears, it's been so long. I never even said goodbye, she glanced at our parents, they looked as if they too would collapse in tears, she was confused by their shock.

"Mr and Mrs Merrell look Nessa's here" Roni said hopping they'd be happy to see me,

I felt my heart snap, Roni didn't know, she didn't understand I was gone for everyone else, she was the only one who could see me.

"Veronica?, Vanessa's not here, Veronica, Nessa she, she passed away several weeks ago" My mom said as she cried into my dad's chest,

"No you don't understand, she's sitting on my bed, look!" Roni said confused. 

She didn't realize it,

"Roni stop, they can't see me!" I shouted

"Wh-what do you mean they can't see you?" Roni asked flustered.

I looked over at my parents who were now staring at Roni,

"Honey, your mind is playing tricks on you" my dad explained,

I was hurt, he didn't believe, he didn't want to believe!

"Roni you have to really believe if you want to see me!" I whispered

Veronica looked hurt,

"Can I please have a moment alone with Nessa please?" she asked my parents,

They decided to play along with it so they left.

"I'm sorry Roni"

"Whatever for?"

"Putting you through all this, I should have fought harder, I could have survived and stayed to help you" I sobbed,

"Vanessa, I know it's hard but I'm always here and I will never stop believing, not till the day I die!" She explained.

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"Roni I didn't come here just to visit, I came to say.... The wise man told me to say, there's a risk, a risk I may never come back!" Nessa admitted.

I felt the color drain from my face,

"What do you mean?"

"Roni when I return I might have to fight, and there is a chance I might go down during it, but Roni there is no other way I'd rather go down!" Nessa explained,

"But Nessa that would be like losing you all over again, I can't do that!" I panicked.

"Roni, don't worry about me, I want you to go live a life, be happy, go find yourself a husband, have a family, I want you to have the happiest life possible" Nessa protested.

I cried and cried on Nessa's shoulder,

"Nessa I love you!" I told her

"I love you too Roni!" she replied.

"Thank you, for everything, for all the advice, and for being the best sister I could ever ask for" I admitted.

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I felt myself slowly fading away, I gave a last look to my sister, so thankful to have her.

I opened my eyes, I was back, I turned around and saw the wise man approaching me,

"Are you ready young one?" he asked

"Yes sir" I answered, "let's go take back what truly belongs to you!" I shouted

(A/N: Thanks for reading, I'm sorry that Roni and Nessa got so emotional in this chapter but it had to come at some point right? Please tell me what you think so far.)

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