Chapter 81

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Three days later.

"Kelvin for fucks sake, put down the vodka and come help find a new place to stay!" You shout as you look for a new flat on your laptop.

"I'm going out with some friends." Kelvin says as he places and empty bottle of vodka down on the coffee table.

"What friends?" You laugh sarcastically.

"My new friends." Kelvin shrugs and turns to walk away.

"No!" You shout sternly. "You have to stay and help find a new flat. Unless you want to live on the street?"

"Can't you just do that?" Kelvin whines.

"No. Besides, you don't like going outside anyway."

"You don't know me!"

"So edgy and emo."

"Shut the fuck up. I'm leaving."

"What the hell has gotten into you lately? What are you even going to go do?"

"Why do you need to know?"

"Answer the damn question."

"Smoke some weed. Maybe snort some coke... We might get some heroin as well, if we're lucky."

"No. Kelvin no. You can't go get high every fucking day and night."

"Why not?"

"It's not good for you."

"Why do you care? You're not my mother or anything."

"I care because you're my friend. I don't want my friend to ruin his life."

"What life? It's not important. I haven't achieved anything... I have nothing to show for my existence, and I probably never will. I'm going to die soon anyway cause of AIDS. Might as well live a little before it happens."

"You're not going to die. The disease can be kept away... Kind of."

"No it can't. I'm going to die soon... Maybe even tonight. It's going to happen soon. And I won't let myself believe it won't! I will not let death catch me by surprise!"

"Kelvin, you're being a fucking idiot, you know that?"

"No I'm not! For once I'm being smart! There was never any point in all this... Stressing over my future... Spending hours upon hours studying and shit... Going through every day the exact fucking way... I'm tired of it! And I'm tired of always having to fail at relationships as well!"

"What about Sam?"

"Eh. I don't think it'll last."

"Why not?"

"That's not what we're talking about. I'm going."

"Kelvin wait!"

"No!" Kelvin storms out and slams the door behind him.

"Bitch." You mutter as you look back at your laptop.
You've been trying to find affordable places in London as well as Manchester, but it's not working out too well.
You seriously are considering moving in with Dan and Phil, which does seem like a good idea to be honest.
You get tired of browsing and pull out your phone.

Y/N:
Yo. I'm bored.

Dan:
Yo. I don't care.

Y/N:
Pls entertain meeeee!

Dan:
How's life going?

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