☆bts angsts

ilysb + m.y.g

Just a little treat for my husband's upcoming birthday♡

Happy advanced birthday yoongi bear<3

Welp, this is just the beginning...

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I watched as you and yeonji held hands. She was your fifth girlfriend this month yoongi, i don't know anymore.

I'm your bestfriend. Your bestfriend that fell for you.

Your bestfriend that you hang onto before these girls even came to your life.

Your bestfriend that you always payed attention to and tease at small things.

Your bestfriend that you once never ignored.

And then this came.

I knew eventually you'd change when you had your first girlfriend, minji.

You ignored me at times. Why did you change?

I want the old yoongi back.

The old yoongi who really cares for others and not break hearts.

You were only dating these girls to break their heart.

You told me.

Every month you change girlfriends. And it's frustrating that they all hate me.

Why? Oh just because they knew i was close to you.

They hated me but- they can't lay a single hand on me.

Probably because you'll kick their asses.

You cared for me.

But not them.

Maybe one, your first love.

Minji. Still minji.

I don't understand why you broke up with her in the first place tho.

I love you so bad yoongi.

I love you so bad that i want to be yours even just a month.

I wanted to be your next victim. Crazy right?

You were known as the school's KingKa, playboy, badboy, and anything else.

I don't care.

Atleast i know you're actually a lovable person.

To me.

It's almost the end of the month and- tomorrow you're gonna break up with yeonji.

I'm happy.

But i know i shouldn't be because she loves you.

Infact, she's the only person that didn't hate me.

She was hoping for this 1 month to expand as she told me.

I wasn't happy.

But i should be.

She's a nice person yoongi.

Why do you have to break her heart.

She loves you.

Why can't you see.

I love you too.

But i remain invisible.

Because you only think of me as your bestfriend.

Why yoongi?

"Y/n!"

The following day, i saw yeonji crying at the canteen.

You broke up with her.

I calmed her down but she kept crying. She loves you.

Yet you remain like nothing happened.

"Yoongi."

I said sternly. Yeonji was now my friend. but why did i let you break her heart?

"Look, i know you're mad at me."

"I am."

"Why do you care anyways."

"Because i lo-.."

I love you.

But i can't say it to you.

Knowing that your heart still beats for minji.

"I-i just do!"

"Really?"

"Stop being an ass yoongi."

I managed to laugh at you. You always make me smile.

Even at smallest things.

That's why i love you.

"Why don't you tell him? I mean. You're his bestfriend, maybe he'd think of expanding?"

"He won't."

"He will y/n! Trust me. He cares for you too much to break your heart just like that. You're special to him."

Chaerin does have a point.

I want to be with you.

Even just for a month.

Or, if it's gonna be a month.

I decided on telling you to be your girlfriend.

I love you so bad min yoongi