☆bts angsts

ilysb + m.y.g [4]

"Wha-"

"Come on y/n. We'll just make her jealous."

"Bu-"

"Please?"

"F-fine."

You hugged me.

Why hug me when i know the only person you'd want to hold is minji?

And why did i even accept your deal?

One thing, because even if im gonna be your fake girlfriend, maybe it'd get us-

What am i even saying? I'm a fucking mess.

"So, you and yoongi huh?"

Chaerin beside me asked.

She was my bestfriend besides you.

And I'm glad i met her too.

She knows my feelings for you, and always told me to go for it.

But now, i guess it's true.

Well, kinda

"Hey babes"

Yoongi. Why make me blush at small things?

But for i know, you only said that because minji is besides our table.

"Ooo there comes mr. Playboy at it again. Don't dare break her heart or else."

"Trust me i won't."

You won't? But you already did.

You did it a million times without knowing.

And it's breaking me apart.

You sneaked your arm to my shoulder as you smiled.

Ah. I just love you so bad.

"Hi y/n"

Minji.

You know i hate saying her name.

But i couldn't go that far since you sincerely like her.

Since you sincerely picked her.

And since you sincerely love her.

I hate her.

I hate her because she's so perfect.

With her nice face, nice curves, and nice long black hair.

So perfect that she's like made for you.

You know i always compare myself to her.

But ofcourse you're too focused on her to even care.

Two weeks has passed and pretty much, you took me out on dates.

And it was remindable.

Sometimes, i forget that all of this was fake.

That you actually love me.

But turning back to reality,

I always see you staring at minji and her boyfriend from afar.

Now tell me, am i really making the right decision of letting you use me?