☆bts angsts

ilysb + m.y.g [2]

"Wait, what?"

"I-i..... i want to be your girlfriend yoongi. I love you."

"Y/n. You know i care for you and i don't want to see my bestfriend hurt because of me. I'm afraid that after this, we won't be friends anymore. And you know i can't loose you. You're special to me. You're my bestfriend."

Thanks yoongi.

Atleast you exactly know how i will feel when that one month end.

But, am i only a bestfriend to you?

Nothing more?

Why am i even asking when i already know the answer.

Minji.

You really do love her right?

"A-ah.. sorry i-i didn't know w-what i was thinking."

"Sorry y/n, i just don't feel the same way and-"

"Yeah. It's minji."

"Sorry."

There i stood infront of you like a complete idiot at loss of words.

But a thousand words surrounding my thoughts.

Why did i ask that?

Why did i do this?

What was i thinking?

I guess i have to bail out.

It's awkward and my heart aches to much.

I can't even bare to face you yoongi.

"U-uh, i have to go!"

I didn't contact you yet, you kept on calling me and messaging me.

I feel guilty just by doing that.

But i still need some space. Just this time. Tomorrow's monday and I'm all gloomy.

I really want to forget you.

Forget us

But you know too well i didn't want to lose you at the same time.

This monday,

You called me at the school garden.

You asked why i was ignoring you.

You said sorry. And asked if we could still be bestfriends and hangout.

I accepted. I didn't want to lose someone like you.

But then, you changed your mind ever since we got to class.

"Class, please welcome Jung Minji."