Flowers for you [SeungJin]

Chapter 19

A/N: I am aware that some edits are needed. I'll get the them when I have more time but if you have edits suggestions, feel free to send me a message. Also book is over 70000 words at the moment. I reached the 50000 mark some chapters ago and I remember thinking 'If only I had done so well in NaNoWriMo when I had tried.

This chapter is almost pure smut with some aftercare. It's also nearly 5K and I didn't expect the purely smut chapter to be the chapter that starts increasing the word count again, but here we are. It's long mostly because I try to move away from the super generic sex scenes with one finger, two fingers, three fingers, going in and then sleep. Sex scenes are hard to write because they require a lot of description of the senses which are hard to describe but I hope I managed to make it interesting and realistic enough.

This chapter is still third person but more from Seungmin's perspective! I challenged myself because I started from both POVs and then switched organically to Hyunjin. I find him easier to write plus, plot wise, we cannot know what Seungmin is thinking but I think I succeeded in this chapter. This is also the longest A/N ever. I try to not have or have them short because I don't want to distract from your reading but I felt the need to write all these thoughts.

Anyway, enjoy! Let me know what you think please. The comments make my day.

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They kissed gently, Seungmin's hand caressing the back of the other's throat. His hand moved to the front of Hyunjin's neck but he didn't put pressure, he simply held, his thumb moving up and down. Hyunjin moaned, his Adam's apple bobbed.

Seungmin detached their lips and placed his hands on the other's tiny waist.

"How do you want it baby?" he asked.

Hyunjin seemed shy and tried to shrink away from his gaze but Seungmin held him tight and continued looking at that pretty face.

"Missionary. I want it missionary" Hyunjin answered after the other kept looking at him.

That wasn't the answer that Seungmin expected. Hyunjin was kinky after all, although he was also a romantic so perhaps it shouldn't have surprised him so much that the man that rode a dildo on his lap two days ago would want his first fuck with an actual cock on his back while looking in his partner's face.

"Ok. Missionary it is. Do you need to go to the bathroom before or?" he asked.

Hyunjin shook his head, bit his lovely lips and asked if he should go and lie on the bed. Seungmin nodded and while the other did that, he went to fetch the lube. He wasn't in a rush to use it, he wanted to make Hyunjin feel good first.

Turning back to the bed he had problems breathing. Hyunjin looked like he fell from heaven right on his bed. His hair was in disarray on Seungmin's pillow and the white sheets were slightly bunched as if they were the clouds that Hyunjin fell through in order to reach this room, this bed; him.

"Seungmin?" Hyunjin softly asked. Seungmin snapped out of it. He could write poetry about the other after. Right now, he had to straighten his priorities.

"I was distracted by your beauty, sorry angel" he admitted because for sometimes being cocky, Hyunjin needed a big confidence boost. Besides, he was just being truthful. His parents taught him about the importance of being truthful and honest after all.

Hyunjin turned his head to the side trying to unsuccessfully hide his blush. Seungmin allowed him the moment. He'll get to see him all over pretty soon. Like right now because he slid on the bed and walked up to the other. They sat side by side looking at each other and he could see tears accumulating in the other's eyes but he wasn't worried. Hyunjin was simply emotional and it wasn't necessarily a bad thing. In fact, he liked how the other showed his emotions so freely and when he thought of the other's family, he felt proud that despite everything he still showed them. The Hwangs were pretty emotional and demonstrative in affection but they stopped at certain things. Hyunjin on the other hand...his heart was very open.