My Love is a Star (BTS Suga Fanfiction)

93. Let me love you

YOONGI's POV

"Hey... you've been quiet today. Anything I missed? Well, besides you of course." I called Rozie while I drove back to our dorm.

I thought the practice was gonna get canceled today with Jungkook gone. But the show must go on. If we were all on the same level as Jhope and Jimin, I'm sure they'd give us a hall pass. However, Jin and Namjoon may need a lot more time to master the choreography.

The members often tease me how I always considered myself better at dancing than our leader and our eldest Hyung. When in fact, I'm at the same level as them both. But I beg to disagree.

I may not be as sleek as Hobi but I sure have moves and I get each step correctly. I never miss a beat. The energy? Yeah. Whatever. But I never miss a beat. I don't wanna be too perfect anyways. Ha!

"Actually, something happened."

Uh-oh. A bunch of ugly thoughts quickly came to mind."What is it?" I asked in a serious tone. The cheerfulness in my voice swiftly disappeared.

"If I tell you, promise me you won't get upset."

Argh! When a person asks that from somebody, what are the fucking odds that he won't?!

Jungkook. Don't tell me you're involved.

"Do you promise?" She asked in her usual angelic voice.

She is my kryptonite so I always find myself giving in to almost everything she asks me to. But in this case, I think I'll have to make an exemption.

"Depends on what you're about to say." I have a strong feeling I'm not gonna like how this will turn out.

"Promise me first." She firmly insisted.

I think she already knows how much she means to me by now but I'm not gonna commit to something I can't do. It was what I struggled with before. Commitment. So when I decided to come back into her life and stay for good, it was all or nothing.

"I can't. Just say it already and we'll go from there." Maybe I should pull over. I can't be so sure how extreme this is gonna be.

"It's really not a big deal..." I can tell she was hesitating.

"If it's not then fire away." I was still looking for a spot to hover before she breaks the news. But I guess I should've been a little faster.

"It's Jungkook..."

I forcibly stomped my foot on the pedal putting the car into a hard stop in the middle of the highway. The vehicles behind me blasted their horns. Each one yelled curses at me as they overtake on both sides. All those were deaf to my ears though. All I heard was his freaking name blaring on repeat.

I gazed at my rearview mirror with my teeth clenched together. I swerved the steering wheel to the right and placed myself on the hazard.

"Yoongi? Are you still there? Can you hear me?" Rozie worriedly called out for me but I didn't answer.

My temper was unstable. My arms clasped on the wheel as I stopped my shaking lips from cursing.

It's Jungkook. Jungkook. Jungkook. Jungkook. Jungkook. Her words played in my head over and over.

Fuck!

I slammed my back against the car seat, took off my cap, and send it flying to the windshield.

"Babe?" she surely heard me breathing heavily in the background.

Why am I so provoked? She hasn't even told me anything yet. Calm down Yoongia. Stop overreacting!