[201] JIKOOK ONESHOTS/ PROMPTS - [ ONGOING ]

[98] BE MY QUEEN 3 - JAN 4 2024

A/N: part 3 of be my queen [97]

Ever since the revelation, Jungkook has been extra careful and protective of his tiny husband. He had taken Jimin to the doctor as well as asked the doctor about what to do next in healing the boy. The doctors assured him that Jimin is in the best of health and they had nothing to worry about but of course, they would have to wait 3 months before they wanted to try for a baby. They could have protected sex if they wanted to.

Jungkook didn't touch Jimin that way even after those 2 months away. He didn't want to hurt his tiny queen in any way. Jungkook thought just cuddles, forehead kisses and spending time with Jimin would be enough. It was, but not entirely. Jimin started feeling insecure.

**

Maybe Jungkook doesn't want to touch me because I killed our child. If I had gotten myself checked earlier when I was sick, maybe I could have saved our baby. Maybe then I could have even gone with him on his missions and he would have come home earlier.

Those were his thoughts and that led him to have nightmares at times

**

"Ah! I'm sorry... my baby... appa is sorry..." Jimin moaned in his sleep waking Jungkook up

"Baby... you okay?" Jungkook switches on the table light and looks at the boy shivering next to him

"Appa loves you baby..." Jimin sobs and Jungkook felt his heart break

"J-Jiminah... wake up baby..." Jungkook gently wakes the boy up who looks at him with tear filled eyes in confusion "...it was just a nightmare... you are safe... you are okay... we are okay..." Jungkook hugs the boy making Jimin cry on the man's chest, feeling the warmth and love

"You have to forgive yourself... it wasn't your fault ... there was nothing you or anyone could have done..."

"Y-You don't hate me right?" Jimin's voice is just above a whisper

"What!"

"Our baby..." Jimin starts crying again

Jungkook looks at the boy, an ache in his heart. He always knew Jimin was sensitive since high school - maybe that was what made him always be protective of the boy. If it wasn't for his mafia training, he wouldn't have been away from Jimin for those 2 years but he was always determined to make Jimin his, no matter what.

Jimin has always wanted a baby. He would often say that to Jungkook when they were in school.

"Babies are so cute. I can't wait to grow up so I can have one of my own... no 5..." Jungkook chuckles remembering the young boy's words

Jungkook knows that Jimin is strong overall but certain things can break even the strongest of minds, just like seeing Jimin break in front of him is killing him right now.

"Jiminah... we will have our baby at the right time... not now..." Jungkook says softly as he gently pats the boy's back

Jimin sniffles "So you don't hate me?"

Jungkook chuckles sadly "No... of course not... I love you..." Jungkook holds Jimin's hands flat against his chest "...this heart beats only for you, my queen"

"Then why haven't you touched me even when the doctor has said it was okay to do so? Do you feel disgusted by me?"

Jungkook's heart breaks even more when he realises that him not being physically intimate with his love wasn't helping anyone.

Jungkook cups the boy's face delicately and softly pecks Jimin's forehead

"I was giving you time to heal... but I didn't realize that you might actually need me to completely heal... I'm sorry I didn't realize that... I love you... I would never feel disgusted by you... there is nothing to be disgusted about.. and I understand where your emotions are coming from... I have known you my entire life... I know you... I know your heart..." Jungkook wipes away Jimin's tears as his own builds up "...I love you more than you would ever know... let me show you how much you mean to me .." Jungkook says softly letting Jimin lay flat on the bed, before hovering over him

Jungkook kisses the boy's head softly before tracing kisses along Jimin's eyelids and cheeks. Jimin tightens his hold on Jungkook's shirt as he lets out soft moans. Jungkook lifted his head up to see the boy who has his eyes closed in pleasure

"I love you so much..." Jungkook whispers making Jimin open his eyes

"I love you too.." Jimin says, his voice and eyes reflecting the love he held for the man above him

Jungkook doesn't waste much time as he pulls the boy into a passionate kiss, Jimin responding immediately. Jimin needed this, they both did. It was not lust, not in any sense. This was pure love. A vulnerable side of love, allowing Jungkook to kiss every part of Jimin's naked body and Jimin letting the man take him in his most vulnerable state.

Jimin gasps when Jungkook finally enters him after hours of the man worshipping his body. Jungkook hovers over him, wrapping one of Jimin's thighs over his waist as he thrusts in deeper. Jungkook's lips hovers over the boy's as they both let out moans of pleasure

"I love you... I love you so much my queen..." Jungkook holds on to Jimin's thighs as his one hand caresses Jimin's face

"I..." Jimin gasps as Jungkook intensifies his thrusts "...I love you too...my king..."

**

Jungkook is back to his missions again and Jimin also helps him along side. Jungkook doesn't let the boy come on the missions but let's Jimin manage their technical side of things.

"Jiminah... why are you not taking care of yourself? Miss Min has told me you are not eating your breakfast again..." Jungkook scolds the boy over the phone

"I'm just not feeling hungry... the thought makes me nauseous..." Jimin says before he suddenly becomes quiet

"Jimin that doesn't mean you can skip meals... atleast eat something, okay?" Jungkook waits for an answer "...Jiminah... Jimin...?"

"Uh... y-yea... o-okay..."

"Is something wrong?" Jungkook is curious "...I will be home in a few days okay?"

"Y-Yea see you then" Jimin closes the call

"Weird"

Jungkook decides to let his team handle the rest of the mission. There was no need for him to do the minor things. He was missing Jimin and he felt it odd that suddenly the boy's mood seemed anxious.

**

Jungkook gets home the next day only to find that Jimin wasn't home. He kept calling the boy but Jimin kept cutting it. The maids had no idea where the boy went. Jimin went with a bodyguard. He wasn't answering the call either.

Jungkook was about to blast when he sees Jimin walking inside. The boy looked peaceful yet a bit stressed.

"Jimin! Where..." Jungkook's words are cut off by Jimin's loud gasp

"You are home!!" Jimin runs into Jungkook's arms making the man hold him securely, smiling getting the whiff of Jimin's peachy scent "I missed you!"

"I missed you too"

They both hug each other for a moment, enjoying the other's presence till Jimin's bodyguard clears his throat and places shopping bags on the floor

"Why didn't you answer my calls?!" Jungkook holds Jimin to his side and scolds the guard

"I'm sorry sir for not...."

Jimin giggles gesturing with his hands for the guard to leave. The man bows before leaving

"He didn't answer because I told him not to"

Jungkook raises a brow at the boy "And why didn't you answer your phone?"

"Because I wanted to surprise you..."

"Surprise me? With what?"

Jimin reaches into his back pocket and gets out a sonogram

Jungkook's eyes widen "is this...are you..."

"Yes! I'm pregnant... nearly 2 months now... with twins...."

Jungkook let's his tears fall as he gently hugs his husband. Jimin cries felling Jungkook's hot tears on his back

"Thank you so much. I love you. I promise I will always protect the three of you...."

Jimin pulls away from the hug to wipe the man's tears "I know and I love you too"

The end