This is about suicide and it's touchy I don't want to affend anyone with this story either. I hope you enjoy it. Also thank you to @carl_is_bae for voting for my stories😊😋
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I stood there in the bathroom staring at myself in the mirror, i saw a dead person, dark bags swallowed my eyes, my hair looked like a rats nest, and my lips were chapped. Carl hadn't been back in three days after we broke up, well at least I thought we broke up, we had a huge argument he yelled I yelled I threw things at him and he left and hasn't come back. I fucked up the last Ray of sunshine left in me, the last person that actually cared and loved me is now gone and maybe dead. Everybody hates me, they think it's my fault because Carl left and it was. Now I'm staring at this dead person who has nothing left. I looked down at the bottles of pills lines on the side of the bath tub. I sat in silence for hours thinking of what to do. No one had come to see me in 3 days. 3 days I have been in this room alone, and starving I was living off of dry crackers and a water bottle that now held only a little water left. I took the bottle of pills I sobbed as soon as all the memories came back I took bottles and put them back into the cabinet not wanting to waste pills. I went through the duffle bag and found my knife I took it and put the cool blade against the skin of my forearm slicing a line across for each person I had lost.
My mom
My dad
My brother
My sister
And Carl
Everyone was gone.
I took out my gun and pointed it to my head. "Do it, don't do it" that's what's going through my head right now.
"Y/N are you here" a familiar voice echoed through the hall. It was Maggie.
"Hon are you in there" she tapped on the bathroom door.
"Sweetheart open the door please" she jiggled the door handle.
"Sweetheart please open the door you're scaring me" she begged.
I sat there again in silence not knowing what to do. Maggie had left I'm guessing to find more people to help. I was right. Glenn's soothing voice then broke the silence.
"please you don't want to do this Y/N" Glenn tried breaking the lock but I had locked the top one to which was impossible to break.
"Please can you at least let me know that you're still alive in there"
I dropped my knife onto the bathroom tiles signaling I was still in here.
"Okay good, now please open the door" He said.
All of a sudden i heard someone burst into the door.
"Where is she" I heard Carls voice. My face lit up when I heard him.
"Y/N please don't do this I need you alive and here with me" He begged I could hear the shakiness in his voice.
"Carl" i said lighting up.
"Yes..yes its me baby please open the door" He begged.
"Why, why should I, I have lost everyone, my mom, my dad, my siblings, and now you" I sobbed.
"No you didn't lose me, baby, I'm right here" He sniffed was he crying?
"You left and I didn't think you were coming back, we broke up and now I have no one"
"We didn't break up baby I'm still yours I always will be" he sobbed.
I slowly got up and made my way to the door unlocking both locks and opeing it. I was greeted by a warm hug from Carl. I sobbed as my knees buckled he brought me down to the ground still hugging me as we sat there on our knees.
"I love you" He sobbed.
"I love you to" I held onto him tighter fearing he would slip out of my grip and would disapear for ever.
"Don't ever do that again" He whispered. "I'm here and i always will be" he kissed my forehead.
"I'm so sorry" I sobbed kissing him.
"It's okay im here now" We sat there for what felt like forever until we finally got up once we relized Maggie and Glenn and now the rest of the group was there.
