Long Distance Love

Chapter 85- I'm A Bad Fiance

Finally reaching the house Jin parked the car and just sat there. Still asleep, Jin just looks at you with a smile on his face, "I'm glad your safe." He starts to stroke your cheek and slowly your sparklingly (y/e/c) eyes wake up, Jin opens his car door, "We're home now."

Walking into the house the boys all focus at the door, first Jin walked in with all concern and questioning pouring out from all the members, "What happened? Did you find her," Jimin asked. The front door closed and the others looked in shock as you entered, Namjoon jumped up from the couch, "(Y/N)!" Namjoon picked you up high tightening his grip every time he spun you around, you breathlessly spoke, "Loosen up your grip, you're crushing my lungs." He set you back down on the ground and released you, "I was so worried about you the entire time you were gone, I'm sorry. I'm a bad fiance." Looking at Namjoon with worry in your eyes, your hand cups the side of his face, "No your not, I am. I should have waited when the album was completed and you had free time." With disgrace in each other, Yoongi breaks the silence, "Can both of you just agree that you made a mistake and move on. Please." Namjoon smirks at Yoongi, "When you get a girlfriend you'll understand better," laughing at Namjoon's comment you start to yawn. "I'm so tired. I gonna head to bed, goodnight." Jin waved at you, "You need it after what you went through. I suggest you take painkillers for your side." You whip around with eyes widen, "Dude! Shut up, you promised you would keep your mouth shut." Namjoon looked at Jin with confusion, "What? What happened," not answer the question you rush upstairs towards your bedroom before Namjoon could say another word.

After hours of sleep you wake up to a knocking at the door, "Come in," you said sleeplessly. The door opens revealing a member, Namjoon. He walks in and sits down at the edge of the bed, he lets out a big sigh before speaking, "I'm sorry for what I said this morning, I should have taken a break from the computer but I didn't. I knew you were mad at me and I should've let you blow off the steam yourself than fueling it even more. When you ran out the door I went after you but I stopped because it wouldn't have helped the situation. After Jin left to go look for you, I was crying my eyes out at what I did. If something bad were to happen to you, a piece of me would have died. Not only is music apart of me but you're my whole world, you're my rock, and without you... I don't know who I am anymore." He wanted to continue but you stopped him from saying any more words, you got out from under the covers and hugged him with all the strength you had, you softly whisper, "No, I'm sorry for what I said and did. It's just that, this wedding planning is killing me with stress. I want it to be done and set before we do anything else." Namjoon strokes your hair listening to every word you say, he responds, "Why don't you stop planning for a while, then when you're ready to plan again you'll have fresh eyes and ideas. And if you need help with anything I promise that I'll stop and help you. I want you to be happy." Breaking from the hug you smile at him, "Thank you."