Sharon's POV:
I had brought Aquaria to my home almost a week ago, and at first she thought the place was creepy- like most people, but she liked me taste in decor, so I didn't have a problem with her. "Hey?" Aquaria walked into my office where I had been tracking down information in my files, trying to find the reason behind the deaths and evacuations here. "Yes?" I looked up at her setting my elbows on the desk. "Have you ever had someone you love so much... but you can't be with them?"
I was outside at Alaska's party. I had just realized how much I actually cared for her, but I couldn't tell her, I valued our friendship way more than I needed to be with her. At least that's what I thought. The truth was I needed her as more than a friend. I needed her. I threw my finished cigarette at the ground and sat on the ground my back against the wall. "Sharon?" I looked at the door and saw the most beautiful girl in the world. "Alaska." I said blankly staring into her eyes' nervous expression. "Look, I know you may not feel the same way," she explained to me sitting near me on the ground. "But I like you- in more than a friendly manner." She told me looking down. "I like you too," I said holding up her chin and staring into her now hopeful eyes. "Really?" She asked me quietly, which I responded to with a nod. I ended up kissing her, and it just felt right. "Best birthday ever." She told me with a huge grin that melted my already dead inside heart.
3 years later she hooked up with Phi Phi, and I haven't seen her since I fled the cafe where I had found out. I want to love her, in fact I already still do, but she obviously had her feelings of me replaced by those of Phi Phi. I couldn't see how she liked her, or even stood her as a human. "Alaska and Phi Phi, I guess I'm happy for you." I remembered saying before I cried my self to sleep. The truth was I wasn't. I still loved Alaska and I always will. Feelings don't just disappear, no matter how hard I tried, I still needed her.
"Yes," I told aquaria feeling tears come out of my eyes. "I'm sorry I asked, I just -" she tried to tell me. "I understand," I said trying trying to smile through the pain. "Do me a favor kid," I told her and she nodded. "Tell whoever you like that you love them- because you won't be able to do that forever." "But, I can't" she said "I can't tell someone I love them if they are dead." She said crying. "Yes, you can." I said, "As long as you believe they love you back."
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SleepWalker ~rpdr Female AU
Fanfiction"my love, my life, my loss,-" "WAIT!" Everyone turned to the large doors that had just been pushed open. And the figure who pushed them was none other than Sharon Needles. And for the first time, she was the only one wearing white. These queens lea...
