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Warnings - Natasha's death, panic attack
Y/N pov: Today I am going to watch endgame in the cinema with some of my friends. Yes, Scarlett Johansson is my mum, and no it's not awkward for me when I watch her movies.
I have always been a marvel fan, as she has been working for them pretty much as long as I can remember. I would always go to set with her for every movie, meaning I was close with the cast as well. I love seeing her in the movies, she's so talented and it just reminds me how lucky I am to have her as my family.
As we sat down in our seats, I was buzzing with excitement, mum hadn't told me anything about this so I really had no idea what would happen. I just wanted to know how they get everyone back. Usually I would go to the premieres of each movie so I see it early. However, this time I asked mum if I didn't have to, as I know my friends wanted to watch it with me.
>time skip to just before Vormir<
The movie had been amazing so far, everyone's acting was amazing, and the plot was so good too. The Russo brothers had really outdone themselves this time.
We were up to the part where Nat and Clint have gone to Vormir to try and get the Soul Stone. I was happy because I loved this duo, and so I liked seeing them have screen time together.
It was all going well until Clint figured out what Nat was going to do. My eyes started watering, they couldn't kill mum off. Could they? No, surely they wouldn't.
More tears gathered in my eyes as she jumped off of the cliff. This couldn't be happening.
Then it did. She let go. She actually did it. Tears were streaming down my face at this point. The image of dead Nat embedded in my brain. My friends pulled me in for a hug, but I couldn't stop the tears.
For the rest of the movie, I was just silently crying. When they killed off Tony, that's when the heavy tears started again. Robert was like a father figure to me and I had known him forever and even though it was only Tony who was gone, it still felt just as bad. Next up was was old Cap came back, I just sobbed into my friends arms. Again, Evans was another father figure to me and to know he won't be coming back to any more films either really upset me.
I was honestly in shock that all of my parental figures won't be coming back anymore. My comfort characters. Gone. I was just as attached to Natasha as I was to mum. I remember when I was younger I would call mum Natasha after she had filmed a scene because I thought that was her name.
Once the movie was over, we all made our way home, as it was pretty late.
I knocked on the door and mum opened it for me. When she saw my tear stained face, she pulled me into a massive hug. As soon as she did that, the tears started again, I couldn't hold them in. "Shh baby, it's okay. I'm here don't worry." She cooed into my ear.
