Where It All Began [COMPLETE] (IG SERIES)

85.

  He holds on my thighs firmly.
I fixed my way of sitting and let him use it as a pillow to lean on.
I run my fingers through his soft and fluffy hair.
He moans again as he speaks, "Era.. Please.. stay.."
"Okay.. I'll stay.." I said while continuously sliding my hands up on his head.
The heat lingers around my legs from his body, he sneaks his hand below my thighs and pulled it closer and tighter to his body.
"I'm sorry.." he mumbles, "Forgive me.."
"Shhhh.."
"Please forgive me Era.."
"Go to sleep Shawn.."
"Please.."
"Shhhh.."
He snuggles and everything's calm and humid eventually.
His breathing turned normal and the temperature somehow decreased.
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For minutes, sitting beside him, I slowly grabbed his arm off from the top of my thighs, I held it up and carefully laid it down on the surface of the bed.
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I glanced at him once more to make sure he has really fallen asleep.
I head out of his room, turned some lights on, only to see how dirty the place really is.
Broken vase, scattered papers and shirts, unwashed plates and instant noodle wrappers.
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I sigh, tied my hair up and grabbed the dustpan and broom.
I tidy up the room for almost an hour, I'm starting to get sweaty too.
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After cleaning, I went to check him in his bedroom first. Asleep and well, cuddling the blanket.
I smiled and closed the door, proceed into the kitchen to cook.
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My phone suddenly vibrates, I pull it out of my pocket.
It was a text from Mire, asking if I've found Shawn's apartment.
I dialed her number and told her everything while making Shawn dinner.
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Porridge with ingredients from his refrigerator. I cooked until it tastes good and done.
I said goodbye to Mire, put my phone back in my pocket and pour the hot porridge into a bowl.
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I went to his room, wake his peaceful sleep to eat.
"Shawn? Shawn..? Wake up.."
He moans with his eyes squeezed.
"I made you something.. let's eat, okay?"
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He pulls himself up and sit, still wiggling from dizziness.
I slide my hand up again on his skin to wipe the sweat off, "Eat.. okay? You need energy." I said.
He nods with a crumpled face, dealing with the pain he's feeling.
I scooped some of it on the spoon, blew it off to cool down a little.