bestfriend to boyfriend? //Nick Austin

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"How did you find out?"
"She hired fake people to do a paternity test. After he was born and I actually stepped up to be a father, she felt guilty and told me. She lied about it all. I don't know who's baby that is but it's not mine." He sobbed. "And I loved him so much Zoey"
I squeezed him tighter than before.
"Nick I'm so sorry."
"I deserved this, didn't I? For what I did to you."
"Nick you did what you did to me because of Amelie. She's the one to blame here, not you. I don't blame you for what you did"
"I love you" He sniffled.
"I love you too"
"But Noah."
"He cheated on me"
"What? Zoey that's fucked up"
"Well. Are you going to be okay?"
"Not right now but eventually. Can we start over?"
"Oh... um. Nick, I don't know."
"I get it. It's too late." He frowned.
"Just give me time, Nick. You need time to heal first."
"I don't want to heal, I want you."
"But we don't stand a chance if you don't take the time you need to heal first. Trust me."
"Okay" He nodded. "I'm sorry"
I hugged him again.
As we pulled away, our eyes met for the first time tonight.
All the butterflies I used to feel when he looked at me came back.
I did what I had to do- I kissed him. Hard. Passionately. I craved his touch.
He didn't hesitate to reciprocate and it deepened.
I knew this wasn't right as much as it felt that way, but I couldn't stop myself.
"Should we stop?" Nick asked, catching his breath.
"No."
So we didn't.

I woke up in my bed, my alarm blaring.
4am.
Did I dream all of that?
I turned my alarm off, leaving a text from Nick on my screen.
Nick
I missed that and you so much....

Well, I guess it wasn't a dream.
Damnit, why couldn't I control myself?

I hopped in the shower, doing my usual routine and skipping makeup since we'd be traveling today.
I slipped on some clothes and zipped up my suitcase.
I rolled it into the living room, preparing myself for how long l was about to have to wait for the boys but to my surprise, they were already waiting on me.
"Ready?" Josh asked.
I nodded and smiled, following them out to the car.
I desperately needed to forget about what happened last night and this weekend was the perfect excuse.

Vegas was about to be interesting....

*A/N- what do you guys think should happen in vegas??*