Fifty Shades Of Kim™

88.

"I was afraid when I saw you go through something harsh but I realised what actual terror was when I saw my reflection in you.

Author's P.O.V

Taehyung walked beside the stretcher you were placed on, your neck still bleeding and your eyes screwed shut. The entire area was isolated because well this was rich-hood and hospitals like this one were very expensive, the treatment was twice better so you were brought here. The nurses in the ambulance had checked your temperature and condition while Taehyung and Jin were just beside you monitoring your condition. The party was still going on but the organizer himself had apologised to the dealer and was rushing with you because he was godamn worried. Yes Kim Taehyung was worried, you were in his care and now what was he supposed to tell you? He vowed that hed protect you but today all of that was in the fucking drain.

He couldn't keep up his word and it was something which was mortifying to the core. Seeing you here on this stretcher was the living proof of it, maybe Jungkook was in the back somewhere..Namjoon did bring him here too but the main point was that he was actually concerned for you. You were holding his hand throughout the entire ride and he also didn't want to let it go.

The once warm hands of your were now cold and the skin of yours was red. They hadn't removed that syringe because they were afriad those people might have plunged it in your main artery. That was another one of the problems and the nurses were rushing to the ward but Taehyung felt everything slow down as he took you in again and again. He had this feeling in his chest, this heavy one.

It was not like he was the one who did this but it was guilt, this godamn guilt in him which ate him alive and almost drove him mad.

"Sir I think you can let go of her." The nurse brought him out of his thoughts and he looked at her and with a silent nod of his face he looked back at you. You were staring staright into his own eyes so he brushed the hair out of your face. "You need to go in now okay?" He tells as if you were someone so small and vulnerable. In this situation you looked so fragile and helpless, it just made him feel so much guilty.

You stare in to his eyes and shake your head a little, hand tightening around his fingers. Your vision was very blurry, you had often slipped in and out of your consciousness without actually intending too, it was Taehyungs hand that gave you a slight bit if reassurance and you didn't want to let him go. Whenever you would close your eyes you could see the faces of those people who held you mercilessly as they stripped you out of your shame. It was scary, so fucking scary and you didn't want to to through that again. Taehyungs eyes softened at your gestures and he shakes his own head softly.