Chapter 144

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**YOUR POV**
The last one of the three months finally passed. I was done with the US tour and got back to our LA home yesterday, just waiting for Harry to finally come home tomorrow. They finished the EU leg two days ago and I couldn't be more relieved about it as the tour was emotionally and physically draining for the whole band because of their management.

It was in the afternoon when I was doing the laundry from all my clothes I had with me on tour and heard a key unblocking the front door.

„What the hell?" I frowned, confused and quickly got up from where I was sat on the floor in front of the washing machine, making my way towards the stairs.

As I got down there and walked to the entrance, I looked up only to be greeted by the most beautiful pair of green eyes. Harry. Harry was home.

I looked at him standing there with a bag over his shoulder, his glasses holding back his hair and his keys in his hand. I tilted my head with a small smile as I thought he'd only be home tomorrow before I finally approached him and fell into his arms. The first time after three whole months.
We both desperately needed that hug more than anything else in that moment.

He held tight onto me as I wrapped my arms even tighter around him.

„Hey." He finally said. Hearing his beautiful voice in person again was the most precious thing to me.

„Hi." I said still hugging him tight as the sound of my voice made him break out in tears. „Oh love, it's okay now. It's okay." I whispered, rubbing his back soothingly. „You made it through, baby. It's over. You're home now."

„I missed you so much." He let out, sniffling.

„I missed you more, H." We let go of the hug and I reached my hand up to wipe the tears on his cheeks away before we finally kissed after so long.

„Y/n...I feel like the band is falling apart, this was...too much."

„Don't say that, Harry. Let's talk, but come in first. How was your flight? 12 hours on a plane must have been straining for your back."

„A little, but it's fine. I slept most of the time. It was the first time I could properly sleep for a reasonable amount of hours." He admitted.

„I'm glad you finally got a bit of rest then." I rubbed his arm, closing the door behind him and grabbing his bag, walking upstairs with him following me to our bedroom.

He sat down on our bed, taking his shoes off and let himself fall down onto the bed.
I placed myself right next to him, stroking his hair soothingly.

„Are you doing okay, love? You look a bit skinny, H. Is the cold still bothering you?"

„My throat is still a bit sore, but I'm fine. Wasn't able to eat much these past months." He told me.

„Then how about you eat now? I could make you something." I suggested.

„I'm not really hungry, thanks."

„Haz, love." I sighed. „You need to eat something. You just got off a 12 hour flight." I stroked his cheek tenderly.

„No, I really don't wanna eat right now."

„Harry don't do this, please. I told you I didn't wanna worry about you in that way, now please don't make me, cause after all you went through these months, you being like this...it scares me." A tear ran down my cheek when I saw him like this. „Please H. Please."

„Hey, baby, no you don't need to worry about me, I promise. Not in that way." He sat back up to look me in the eyes. „You don't have to be scared because of me, okay? I just- I need to...I don't know what I need, but you do not have to worry about me in this way, I promise." He cupped my cheek.

I nodded, feeling a bit more relieved. „I know this is hard on you and I can see that you're struggling, but you're not alone, Harry. You don't have to do this alone." I assured him. „But I need you to take care of yourself. Right now you're not you, what's making me sad, because you just became you again. They're trying to take that away from you, but I won't let them, because you're not Harry if you're not you."

More tears ran down his cheeks so I just hugged him again. „It's gonna be okay, H. It's all gonna be okay. I love you and I'll always be here for you. It's gonna be fine." I rocked him to the left and right a bit to calm him down. „You just rest now. Sleep as long as you need, eat and hydrate yourself." I let go of him and kissed him again.

„I missed you so much, Y/n. Especially in moments like this. I love you, baby."

„Missed you too, my love. Missed you a lot. I'm glad you're back home with me."

I left him in bed by himself after a while of talking about everything that happened and what was happening with the band. I felt so bad, knowing what they've been through during the EU leg of tour and just hoped they would all be okay after that.

While Harry was lying in bed, probably catching up on sleep and getting rid of the jetleg, I prepped some food downstairs for him to eat in case he changed his mind. I put it all on a tray and went upstairs with it back to the bedroom where he sat up, looking for a series to watch on the tv.

„I made you some pasta in case you wanna eat after all." I set the tray down on the bedside table.

„Babe, you didn't have to do this." He smiled, looking at me with a thankful expression.

„Oh shush. I also made you a tea for your throat. I put some honey in it."

„Thank you, sweetie." He leaned forward to kiss me.

„No problem, lovie."

„Oh! By the way. I almost forgot, that I got you something while I was away." Harry got out of bed and went to open his bag, taking out a box. „When we were in Italy, I went to that vinyl store we were at together a few years ago when we were on tour. I remembered you wanted some specific ones you couldn't find anywhere and when I asked, they still had most of them." He placed the box down on my lap.

„Are you serious?" I couldn't believe he even remembered and opened the box, taking out all the vinyls that were in it and they really were all the ones I wanted for so long, but couldn't find anywhere. I didn't get them back then, because we were there for only a few minutes as it was getting so crowded, that security made us leave for our safety and I was devastated they wouldn't let me get them. „Oh my god, Harry, you remembered." I looked up at him before I got up and wrapped my arms around him.

„Of course I remembered, you whined for weeks after that day about how sad you were you didn't get them." He said, jokingly, making me laugh a little.

„That's true." I kissed him. „Thank you so much, Harry. I love them."

„Anything for you, my love." He smiled at me.

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