Girl Meets New Love

Chapter 24

Rowan's POV:

A hoe. That's all she is.
Sabrina that is.
She seriously thought I wouldn't ever find out how she fucked Ross and made out with Brad and Peyton and God knows who else at several parties??!
Plus on top of it, she got drunk every time.

And to think I thought she was different.

This can't be right.

She is different.

Did she change since then?

No. People don't just change.

When she "slept drank"?

No.

That's not true.

Right?

I mean she did sleep walk a lot..

Who cares I just need to get over her.

I can't.

I fucking love that idiot.

My thoughts make me break down.
Thank God I'm alone in my room.

Collapse to my knees and cry hard into my hands.
Goddamnit I love her.
And I have to face her today when we go back to work.

I haven't ever spoke to her about it.
In fact. I haven't spoke to her since we got home.

Remember how I said Jake texted me before the trip there and I said I would ask her what I should do?
Well yeah he kept texting me, he slowly gained his sanity back.
One night when Sabrina fell asleep on the couch,
I answered his call.

He seems trust worthy again.

Or I'm just too trusting..
Whatever point is: when we got back home I met up with him.. Again.
I know what you're thinking: are you that stupid Rowan?

No.
He heard me out and we became really good friends since.

Sabrina found out and got mad at me for not telling her.
I only didn't because I know how much she hates him.

Well that night, she fell asleep with her phone unlocked.
And me being snoopy, I looked through her texts and photos and found evidence from the parties.
Things I wish I didn't see.

If she dares to think we're fine or this is easy to fix.. Oh man I'm gonna die right there.

I go to my bathroom and fix my makeup and dry my eyes.

My parents left for work so I have to take an uber today.
Usually.. Sabrina... would take me
I can't say her name without feeling teary eyed.
It's been 5 months.
Yeah we had that time off for Christmas break, but we finished season 2 so now we're going back after time off to start season 3. Plus since Sabrina had to film her movie, we all got extra time off.

When my uber gets here, I get in and stare out the window till I get to the studio.
I pay my driver and walk in with my head held high.
I'm going to try to make it look like nothing bothers me and that she can't get to me.
Even though that's all that she did..

Sabrina's POV:

I start to walk to set to see the new high school, when I see Rowan walking in looking confident.
Dammit. I miss her.

If it was like old times she'd be running to me to hug me then to ask me to sleep over.
Sigh.

I'm broken out of my thoughts by Peyton shaking my shoulders.
He says,
"Yo you alright?"

I nod and look down at my shoes.
He lifts up my chin so our faces are inches apart.

He whispers,
"What's wrong?"

I stare into his eyes and feel a lump in my throat and try to say over it,
"Nothing."

He shakes his head and pulls away and says,
"It's about Rowan isn't it?"

I shush him really loud as Rowan walks by behind him.

When she's out of sight I kick his leg and say through my gritted teeth,
"Could you be any louder?"

He groans from the pain and says,
"Ow I'm sorry!"

I whip my head the other way and walk towards set.
I need to talk to Rowan.

As I get closer I open my mouth to say something and reach my arm out to tap her shoulder when Corey comes from no where and tackles me to the ground before I can do or say anything.

I give him a death stare and yell,
"What the hell was that for?!"

He scream whispers,
"Are you that stupid?"

I say rubbing my head,
"Now that I landed on my head!"

He scream whispers,
"You were going to just go talk to her?
You know she hates you right?"

My whole face and grip falls and I see Corey isn't tense anymore.
I say barely above a whisper,
"S-she d-d-does?"

He gets off of on top of me and pulls us up into a hug and says,
"C'mere."

I sigh into his shoulder and say,
"What the hell do I do now?"

She shakes his head and pulls back saying,
"Nothing yet."

I yell frantically,
"YET? ITS BEEN 5-"

His eyes widen and puts his hand over my mouth and sheepishly smiles at Ben and Danielle sympathetically staring at us and drags me away to my dressing room.
Great right next to Rowan's.

He lets go of my mouth and I finish yelling,
"MONTHS!"

He breathes out and says,
"Sabrina she has to be the one to go to you first. You're the wrong do-er. Let her come back herself at her own pace."

I say,
"Exactly! I'm the wrong do-er! I'm the stupidest wrong do-er there ever was! I NEED to apologize."

And as I'm keeping my eyes on him I walk back to the door to go to Rowan's room.

He says,
"Uh sab-"

I say,
"No. Don't uh sab me! I'm gonna get her back and there is nothi-"

I'm cut off when I bumped back into someone.
I turn around and see it's her.
The one person I promised myself and her I would never let slip through my fingers.
There she was.
Looking at me for the first time in 5 months.

Ha ha ha about this chapter.. Just wait.. Just wait you guys ;) shtuff is coming

Xoxo Jackie💗