Chapter 28

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Rowan's POV:

Why am I doubting everything?
I love her right?

If I have to question it that may not be a good sign.

No no I love her. I do.
I was a wreck without her.

I just feel like she would be better off with Uriah or Corey or Peyton or some other guy.
I'm afraid I'm not good enough.

She told me I was.
Why do I do this to myself?
I made myself not talk to her for 5 months and became friends again with Jake.
Maybe he can help. I text him:

Rowan: Jake I need help
Jake: with what
Rowan: relationship advice
Jake: uhh sure what's up
Rowan: well you know what happened w me and Sabrina
Jake: indeed I do
Rowan: and well we made up but I feel
Jake: feel what
Rowan: like I'm not good enough and she'd be better off with a guy
Jake: did she ever mention being with anyone else?
Rowan: no
Jake: do you want her to be with someone else?
Rowan: hell no
Jake: so you still want to date her
Rowan: yes
Jake: you just don't feel you're good enough and you think that's why Sabrina wanted more from some other guys when in reality she was just messed up. So you're trying to convince yourself she wants them when you know deep down its no true
Rowan: I guess so..
Jake: it's true. You guys are so destined for each other.
Rowan: you're right you're right. Thanks Jake
Jake: np row❤️❤️

I guess that helped me see straight.

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