it's always been you.

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3 Days Later

I looked at Finn, who was still asleep on the couch, as I sighed. He hasn't slept upstairs or talked to me since the doctor's appointment. He wouldn't even talk about the twins with me.

I haven't told anyone is as pregnant. Not Sasha. Not Becky. Not Charlotte. No one. I didn't want to without Finn's blessing, but I needed someone.

"Ya done staring?"

Finn asked, opening his eyes. I turned on my heel and walked into the kitchen. Cravings were in full swing and I definitely wanted one of my favorite cravings, strawberries.

"Bayley! Don't be like that."

Finn said, walking into the kitchen.

"I shouldn't be like that? You haven't talked to me for three fucking days!"

I yelled, slamming the strawberries on the counter. So, maybe hormones were in full swing too.

"Woah. Calm down."

Finn said.

"No! I'm done being ignored! I'm not the only one in this marriage Finn! You can't just shut down when things get hard. If I can't, then you can't either!"

I screamed.

"Bay. Calm down."

Finn said, wrapping me in a hug.

"I can't do this alone Finn."

I said, starting to cry.

"Shhh. It's okay. You aren't alone. I'm sorry for ignoring you. From here on out, I'm here for you three."

He said, rubbing my back.

"I'm so sorry for making that stupid, stupid joke."

I said, crying.

"Shh. It's okay. Don't stress."

Finn said. I cleaned my face as I looked at Finn.

"Have you told anyone you're pregnant?"

Finn asked.

"No. I didn't wanna do it without your blessing."

I said.

"Good. Cause I have an idea."

Finn said with a smile.