it's always been you.

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"Hungover?"

Sasha asked me as I nodded.

"Figures. You were pounding those shots like crazy."

Sasha said as I rubbed my head.

"How long were we out till?"

I asked Sasha.

"Like 4am."

She said as I sighed.

"At least it's Saturday." 

I said with a sigh.

"Yep. You know what that means."

Sasha said, poking me.

"We're going out tonight, aren't we?"

I asked her.

"Yep! Have fun with it Bay! You were really getting into it last night."

Sasha said.

"I know it's just...I feel like something is off. Like something is going on back home."

I said, resting my head in my hand.

"Don't worry about what's going on. I'm sure Finn has it under control."

Sasha said. I nodded as I sighed. I know I'm supposed to be relaxing, but my gut is telling me otherwise.

Finn's POV

I laid in bed, feeling like my stomach was doing flips. I'm such a horrible husband. How am I gonna tell Bayley? She's probably gonna leave me. She'll probably take the kids and find some guy who loves her and wouldn't cheat on her. She's done it before, she could do it again.

I regretted ever giving that little rat Emma what she wanted. I just ruined my family and for what? Emma? She was nothing to me. Nothing but an ex.

I didn't know how I was gonna tell Bayley, but I knew I had to. If I didn't, it would come out somehow. Then she would be even more angry that it didn't come from me. I just wish she wouldn't get angry, but that's just an unrealistic wish.

I rubbed my head as I sighed. Tomorrow wasn't gonna be a happy day in the Devitt house.