it's always been you.

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I pulled my car mirror down as I sighed.

"Don't cry Bayley. Don't be stupid. Be strong. Be strong for Finn."

I told myself. I sighed, getting out of the car, and walking into the hospital. When I got in there, I was greeted by Gallows and Anderson.

"What the hell happened?"

I asked them.

"I-I just lost control of the car."

Anderson said.

"So this is your fault?"

I yelled at him.

"Bayley, stop."

Gallows said, pulling me back.

"No! This is your fault! God I shouldn't have let him go out."

I said, covering my face as I bursted into tears.

"Is he even conscious?"

I asked them.

"No."

Gallows said as I sat down.

"Oh god I feel like such an idiot!"

I yelled into my hands.

"You aren't an idiot Bayley. You didn't know this was gonna happen. None of us did."

Gallows said.

"I know I just feel guilty for some reason. Like I had the opportunity to stop him from leaving but I didn't."

I said.

"All that matters if you're here now. And you'll be here when he wakes up."

Anderson said, putting a hand on my arm. I knew they were right, but my stomach was still doing flips. Something just felt so off.