Don't deny me .. (30 STM fanfic)

chapter 87

He didn't move from me until, I heard Shannon's voice calling me. Jared leaned in and kissed me once again and then got up.  Helping me to my feet, I walked over to Shannon. S" what's up ".  Me" what do you mean? ".   S" you and him? ".  Me" nothing...... Its nothing ". S " yea ok ".  I walked away and went over to the bar on the shore line.  Guy " what will it be? ".  I looked over and Kim was with Jared. He was looking over her shoulder at me. Fuck! He had me!  How in the hell was I gonna keep this shit up?  I didn't wanna break Shannon's heart, but god dammit!  Jared..... He was seducing me without even trying.  I took my drink and savored the flavor.  Sweet with a kick of spice. So good. Hours later, time for the show.  I decided to go this time.  I sat back behind the drum kit as the show began.  I couldn't get my mind off of Jared. Shit! I felt someone touch my shoulder and awhile later and I looked up it was Jared. J" Shannon's gonna be busy playing soooo..... You should come follow me". Me" but... ". J" cmon".   He grabbed my hand and pulled me backstage.