Don't deny me .. (30 STM fanfic)

chapter 89

S" why are you with me then? ".  Me" nothing happened Shannon".  S" tell me why you were coming out of his dressing room then? ". I didn't have a comeback for him.  What could I say?  S" that's what I thought...... I think maybe you should go home ". I was stunned!  He was mad enough, he wanted me to leave. I knew it was over.  Me" ok.....I'm gonna go ".   I called the airline and scheduled a flight out right away.  S" Bye".   I got on the elevator and went down to the lobby. I fucked up and didn't even get to say goodbye to Kim or Jared. Maybe everyone would better off without me.  Once I got in the plane and it took off, it hit me hard. Unbelievable pain in my stomach. Oh fuck it hurt!  I closed my eyes and tried to block it out.  It helped a little.  Hours later, finally we landed.  I rushed off to my bags and into the cab home. I was in even more pain then ever.  I laid on the bed and held my stomach.  No one was here and I was on my own. I dialed up Kim's phone,  she didn't answer. I through out my pride and called up Shannon. S " hello ".  Me" it hurts baby ". S" what?  what happened? ".   I balled and screamed in pain. S" Julie.... fuck". I dropped the phone. I blacked out and the next thing I knew I had bright ass lights in my face and stinging in my arms.  I could hear voices and feel hands touch my face. I opened my eyes wider and looked around.  Doctor " how are you feeling? ".  Me" why...... what happened  to me ".  Doctor " your liver is in trouble right now  ".   Me" its what?!!!!!! ".   D" your body is attacking and  fighting a infection and its...... ".  Me" its what???? ".    D" it could kill you if we don't get it under control ".  All I could think was his bad I wanted shannon here with me.  They all left the room and I was alone.   Tears flowed down my face.