Mystic Messenger Headcanons, OneShots and FanFics Part 1

RFA+Minor Trio with Mc who takes antidepressants after their argument

Jumin

It was a hard fight but you finally won against your depression
You stopped talking antidepressants for almost five months now and your relationship was the best right now.
But one day you were feeling sick and a little down.
You actually planned to go to a party with Jumin and meet his father there.
Jumin came home, stressed about his work day.
He saw you laying in the bed with Elizabeth and got a bit angry that you weren't ready yet.
,,You always try to not to go to parties with my dad!"
,,That's not true, Jumin. I'm just feeling-"
,,Can't you think about other people's feelings?!"
His reaction was a bit too rough and with a nod you told him that you would get ready right now.
You went into the bathroom and cried.
You noticed your old antidepressants and took two pills. You wanted to become the perfect wife.
You applied some make up and went out ,,I just need to change my clothes...'' you told him with a smile.
He was still angry at you but he said nothing.
He went into the bathroom and wanted to make himself fresh but he noticed the pills.
He immediately went to you and hugged you ,,Are you taking antidepressants again?''
,,I'm sorry. I was selfish.'' you confessed but he hugged you again
,,Were you depressed?''
,,No, I just felt sick. I had a headache and wanted to rest...''
Jumin was feeling bad. He cried into your shoulder.
He was so sorry...
He called a doctor and told his dad that he couldn't come.
Since that day he let you talk first in order to make less mistakes.
Your feelings were the most important after all.

Zen

You proudly overcame the anorexia and finally stopped taking antidepressants.
But this time again, a fan made a comment about you and you were hurt.
You told Zen about it.
,,Ignore it.'' he just told you that.
He was busy, you understood but still...
,,You just work. I'm not important enough for you...''
,,What are you talking about?!'' he yelled a bit too loud.
You both were yelling now and so you left and went into your bed room.
You knew you should't but you still took a pill.
You tried to sleep but someone opened the door very loud.
,,MC!'' Zen screamed and came to your side and hugged you after he saw the pills open on your desk.
,,I'm sorry! Seven just sent me a file to the things my fan told you! I'm sorry! I...you're so important to me!''
,,It's okay, I was bothering you...''
,,No! You're never a bother!'' he told you and kissed you.
What the fan did was wrong, and so he asked Seven to take care of it.
That night you spent it together in each other's embrace

Yoosung

,,RIKA....YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME LIKE RIKA DID!'' he screamed at you.
You were arguing but you already forgot the reason.
,,THEN, WHY DID YOU MARRY ME AND NOT HER INSTEAD?!''
,,IF I COULD, I WOULD DO IT!''
That hurt.
You just left, hot tears were falling on the ground.
You tried to stop but apparently you couldn't and took some antidepressants.
You knew, that you were taking to many pills but you couldn't do anything about it.
You hide the tablets and took out the sleeping pills.
But you let the bottle fall and so the pills were laying on the ground.
,,Oh, go to hell!'' you groaned.
But you were just to lazy and sleepy and so you decided to take another pill and try to sleep.
You woke up surrounded by medicals and the RFA
Yoosung was at your side, crying ,,I'm sorry. Don't die, please, don't leave me.''
,,Yoosung?'' your voice was sore and you were still sleepy.
,,She's awake! Awake!'' Yoosung was so happy and hugged and kissed you ,,Don't fall asleep, okay? You had an o-‚''
,,No, I took some antidepressants and a sleep pill but let the bottle fall, after you told me, that you would have liked to marry Rika.''
You knew, you were being mean but you couldn't change this feeling.
,,You did WHAT?'' Zen was angry.
After everything was calm he cried into your lap and you forgave him after all.

Jaehee

,,The guest is always right!'' she screamed in front of everybody in the shop.
You were embarrassed but you wanted to talk about it later.
,,THAT WAS EMBARRASSING!'' you screamed after everybody was out.
,,You embarrassed me with your mistake!''
,,DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH! THERE WAS NO MISTAKE!''
The discussion never came to an end and so you went cry somewhere else.
You noticed your pills and took some.
Jaehee never noticed. She was just so angry.
You took them for few days until she noticed.
,,Did you take something?'' she asked you.
,,No.'' you looked away.
,,Don't lie!'' she also cried but then hugged you
,,I'm sorry! I'm sorry! It's my fault!''
You also cried and talked about it.
You promised to inform her before taking some pills.

Seayoung

They weren't yours.
You didn't need them.
But after you argued with Saeyoung because he was rejecting you again, you couldn't reject the pills.
It all started because of his fear.
,,Mc. I'm afraid of marring you...'' he confessed.
You looked lovely ,,It's okay. I'm also afraid. We can do it together.'' you smiled.
,,No. I want you to leave.''
,,Saeyoung! I won't leave you after all we went trough!'' you already cried.
,,BUT I'M GOING TO HURT YOU!'' he screamed at you.
And you left. But you went into Saeran's room who was out with Vanderwood.
You often noticed that Saeran was in a better mood after he took these pills and you just felt so bad....you took some too.
Wrong thing to do.
After three hours, Saeyoung was searching you and found you in Saeran's room.
,,What did you do here?'' he asked harsh but afraid, to be honest.
,,Saeyoung, I'm feeling sick, help me...'' you cried
He was DESPERATE
He cried after you almost collapsed.
And after you were throwing up...well, he wanted to die with you.
,,Mc, what did you take? Don't die...don't leave!''
The next day you felt better. Vanderwood calmed you and Saeyoung was alright with his fears.
,,I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please don't do this again...''

Saeran

It wasn't always easy.
The both of you were depressive.
But you over came it, together.
You were proud.
But after the argument....you already forgot what it was about.
You just knew that you wanted to kill yourself.
Saeran knocked at the door ,,MC! MC COME OUT! DON'T DO THIS!'' he screamed, apparently afraid.
You let the knife fall and took some pills instead.
After a while, you were sitting on the bed, Saeran came in.
the door was... well. He wanted to save you....
He was trembling, his face was pale.
,,You didn't...'' he mumbled and hugged you. ,,You didn't...You didn't....'' he cried.
,,I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry''
The two of you discussed about the scenario and cried together.
You wanted to become happy again.

Jihyun

You were really angry.
You didn't think that he was fault because of your depression but he could do something to make you feel better -to stop talking about Rika-,,Forgive me...''
,,Jihyun please stop!''
,,Mc! Why can't you understand me?''
You were really sad about this sentence.
You tried everything to understand him.
Really, everything.
,,I need to go out.'' you lied.
And there you were, taking some pills again.
The only mistake was that you forgot to lock the door and Jihyun came in
,,I thought you wanted to go-‚'' he saw them -the pills.
He didn't want to make the same mistake again and stopped you
,,I'm sorry. I love you! I will try to make you happy...give me some time. I can't lose you! Let's fight together!''

Vanderwood

You always argued.
Because of your illness, the room, your cleaning skills,....everything
Just today, it was different.
You cried and screamed and somehow your hands went numb.
,,DON'T ACT SO CHILDISH!'' he snapped.
,,I HATE YOU!'' you went away.
You searched for the pills.
The one you hated so much.
Your hands were trembling but you still did it and took some pills.
You tried to calm down but it didn't work.
You wanted to take some again but it didn't work, Vanderwood came in.
,,You're here- what's this?'' he asked you.
,,It's nothing you should be interested in''
,,Are you kidding me-‚'' he stopped.
He could read the name of the pills.
He was shocked.
Since when? Since when did you take them??
It wasn't like him but he hugged you and took them away.
,,Don't use this.''
Since that day he controlled your pills and tried to stay calm.