Mystic Messenger Headcanons, OneShots and FanFics Part 1

RFA + Saeran with a MC who has a hard time understanding/showing feelings

Jumin

He didn't know but sometimes you were a little depressed
you thought nobody loved you or cared about you
And sometimes you hated the world and the whole peolpe
But very often, you hated it if somebody loved you too much!
Yeah you couldn't understand it yourself
You couldn't understand how somebody could love you so much.
and how could he show you this feeling called love?You never told Jumin, your husband, 'I love you'
You never hugged him.
And he was getting nervous?
Was it because he locked you up at his place?
One day he decided to ask you
You were embarrassed about this but still you told him.
And he was embarrassed that he never noticed, that you had such a hard time.
He decided to take you to a therapist and with a little bit help, you were able to show him the love, he wanted.

Zen

He never understood!
You just were so cold....
In the chat you told him things like ,,lovely Zen"
but when you were on dates, you hated his hugs!!
you couldn't tell him, how much you liked him
you were unable to smile at him!
How?!
He once touched your shoulder
and god!
He wished he never did!
You got angry!
You explained him, that you hated the touch on your shoulder!
But he was happy that you showed him a feeling
Via chat you explained him that you had a difficult childhood and couldn't show others your feelings.
But he promised he would always love you and make sure you could show them to him
and soon you let him touch your shoulder like normal couple

Yoosung

He was impressed
How could you every time you dated, looked like someone died?
You never smiled, never cried!
You looked like you never knew the word feelings
you also looked puzzled when he told you, that he loved you
you couldn't just understand the word love
it made him unhappy, that you felt so depressed.
and you felt bad, that he was unhappy because of you
that's why you tried to change for him
to let him touch you, to let him hug you
you still couldn't understand what's so special about this but you also had to say
that his smiling face made you happy
you never noticed but soon you could understand the meaning of love
what it meant, to being touched by the one you love with all you heart!

Jaehee

he was so happy!
She got you as friend!
One day she told you how much she loved you as a friend
and the only thing you told her was, that you only were so good friends because of the same hobby
that puzzled her and made her feel unhappy but you couldn't notice it
you never noticed when she was unhappy or down
she looked at you.
sometimes you smiled at her but other times...
she was scared for you and wanted to talk to you
but every time she failed
she was impressed how a person could send such negative feelings!
she hated to say it but being at your side made her mood bad
and she hated this kind of feeling
she just said it one day
,,I'm sorry that you can't like me the way I am.''
was your only response
but she couldn't throw away this friendship
after a lot of sweat, blood and tears you finally opened to her
trusted her and cherished your friendship

Saeyoung

he really understood you
your pain, your feelings
he understood that you never trusted anybody with your feelings and showed it to nobody
the one thing he couldn't understand was, why would you cry alone!
it was really difficult to know your real feelings
but he wanted to know you
to know you past
why you were unhappy and why you were wearing only black clothes!
it made him unhappy looking you!
And as future husband this kind of feeling.... he was ashamed!
but he knew, that he couldn't leave you now alone
without somebody,... you would break down!
you helped him out and he wanted to help you too!you needed somebody!
You needed love!
And he promised, he would never leave you alone.
sometimes you would just argue and be angry
but he had to do this or for your own good!
he learned pretty fast that you loved him in your own way
and accepted this way,,Mc. I know it's difficult but please! I love you! Don't leave me and let me love you!''

Saeran

He never noticed
he was like that too
what was love?
What was happiness?
what means future?
but thanks to Saeyoung he got a little bit better
and that's when he noticed that you couldn't understand others feelings
you couldn't understand why somebody told you 'I love you'
or why someone told you 'I hate you! '
you couldn't understand the feelings of them and the whole situation.
like a story without feelings and thoughts...
this was in your head.
Your life without feelings
but it changed when Saeran wanted to commit suicide
you were afraid!
of course he only played to test you
and he was happy, that you showed a feeling to him
so Seayoung now had two persons to teach about feelings and happiness

V

He was so sad about that
that's what you couldn't understand
why was he feeling sad?
he would be so happy to catch your happy smile.
this was also something you couldn't understand
why would he be happy?
you looked at him with your pokerface
sometimes you felt a little bit jealousbecause he looked at the sun
looking at the sun made you think of Rika
but the truth was that he looked at the sun, because he thought you could never be as happy as the sun
you explained him your problem
the first step to get better!
And so he took pictures of you
and every time you looked at them, you smiled.
and every time he saw your smile, he would take more pictures to show you, how happy a person can be if she wants tothat's why after three years you could finallylook happy, cry when you felt like it and show your feelings, when you needed.