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Barry - the flash

I walked into the cortex. I hadn't come in in a few days, and I figured, if I didn't come in, I would cause worry. I sat down at the desk, remaining completely silent, hoping that no one would say anything about me being gone.

I sat there, staring at the walls. My aunt, which was the one person that I had left in my family, died about a month ago. I had convinced myself for a while that I shouldn't feel it.

Barry walked into the cortex.
"Hey, you've been gone the past few days, are you holding up okay?" He asked me, putting a hand on my shoulder.

"No Barry. I'm not. I'm not doing okay, I havent been okay in a long ass time. I keep losing everyone. It's like I attract death and pain wherever I go, and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of losing everyone that I love, and I'm tired of feeling alone. And I feel guilty for feeling alone because I have you, and I have Cisco, and Caitlin, and Joe, and, I have all these friends, and I can't, I shouldn't feel this way" I said.

"Hey, hey. It's okay to feel that way" Barry said sitting down beside me. "You just lost someone, and you know what, yeah, you do have people, but despite that, sometimes you feel alone, and you don't have to feel bad about feeling alone"

"I'm scared Barry. I'm absolutely terrified" I said, nearly crying.

"Why?" Barry asked me.

"Because. I lose everyone. I'm afraid that I'm going to lose you." I said.

"Shh. It's okay. You aren't going to lose me." Barry said.

"Every one I've ever been with always leaves me. We've been together for six months now. They all leave me Barry. Everyone leaves me." I said.

"I'm not like them y/n. I would never leave you." Barry told me.

"Why?" I asked.

"Don't you know?" Barry asked me.

I shook my head.
"Not really." I said shrugging my shoulders.

"I would never leave you because I love you." Barry told me.

"I love you too" I said with a small smile.

"And it is because I love you, that I will never leave you. You won't lose me. Not any time soon. The only time that would ever happen is if I die before you." Barry said.

"So, you'll die before you leave me?" I asked, a bit of surprise in my voice.

"Yes. Because no matter what the future holds, I will always be here for you, and I will always love you." Barry told me.

"Is that a promise?" I asked him.

"Yes. That is a promise" Barry said.

"Okay. Good" I said with a small smile, and kissed his cheek.