Gentle

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Jade

"Finally!" Perrie gasped, as I walked out the bathroom. She stood up from under the covers. I was confused as she'd just been to the bathroom herself.

"What are you doing?" I asked, laughing a little as she walked over to the toilet. She whimpered and looked at me desperately.

"What are you doing?" I repeated, a little more seriously.

"I-I I need to do that thing Jade," she muttered, looking down and playing with her fingers. I made an oh face then frowned. Perrie needed to pleasure herself. She'd never let me do it due to genuine fear and a little trauma from when she was younger. However, she's a very good girl when it comes to pleasuring me. She looked at me sadly, almost apologetically then quickly turned on her heals to go into the bathroom.

"Pez wait," I said, jumped from under the covers and kneeled on the bed reaching out to her.

She looked at me. "What?" She mumbled.

"Let me help you," I pleaded.

"Jade I-"

"No baby listen, I'll be careful, gentle, I don't even have to do it just let me hold you or kiss you or something. Perrie please," I whimpered. In the whole 5 years that we've been together I'd never seen her do it. She always does it away from my eyes, she feels violated if I ever do see and well last and only time (when we first got together) she shut herself off from me for about a month.

"I-I don't know Jade. It's scary," she whimpered but stepped closer to me. I took the opportunity to grab her hand and pull her a little closer. I rested one hand on her hip and planted a butterfly kiss on her exposed stomach. I couldn't help but notice the little whimper which escaped her lips.

"I know it's scary baba, but I'm here for you. You control me tonight, I swear I'll stop when you tell me to and I won't be anything but gentle. Please Pezza bub, I crave you- so badly," I sighed, looking up at her sad face.

"Th-then let me do you," she said, putting her hands on my shoulders.

I chuckled, "no baby girl, that's not what I meant."

She pouted and lowered her head down.

"Sit with me," I said softly, moved back and sat her on the edge of the bed. She sighed and picked at her nails- something she did a lot when she was nervous. I sat behind her and took a tight hold of her hands.

"I love you princess," I whispered in her ear. I brushed my lips subtly across her earlobe and I couldn't help but notice the goosebumps rise on her skin.

"I'm going to keep going, but I need you to tell me no if you want me to stop. Understand?" I asked. She nodded and went to speak but stopped.

"What's up?" I smiled and moved some hair behind her ear so I could see her face.

"Nothin-nothing," she mumbled, flapping her hand.

"No baby, tell me. I want you to feel as safe as possible," I muttered.

"I-I just- can we get under the covers? S-so you don't see me?" She whimpered. I smiled and stood up on the bed and took her hand. She giggled at me and stood up herself then walked around the bed, holding my hand tightly. I got under the covers and she slid under them too. I opened my arms but she went to spoon me however I rested my hands gently on her chest.

"Let me hold you, it's okay," I said softly. She whimpered softly but slid into the embrace of my arms. She took a shaky breath.

"B-be gentle," she mumbled against my chest.

"I will baba, don't worry," I kissed the top of her head and rolled her over so she was flat on her back.

"J-jadey," she whispered, looking at me with polling eyes.

"Hey, shh." I cupped her head and pulled it close to my chest.

"I-I'm scared," she said, breathing heavily.

"I know you are baby," I replied, rubbing her back.

"But you trust me, yeah?" I sighed, moving my hand from her back to her stomach. She whimpered but nodded.

"I-I trust you with my life," she muttered, lifting her head to look at me.

"Then you can trust me with this baby," I smiled sweetly and kissed her lips. She deepened the kiss which made me very happy. She rolled back on her back and looked at me pleadingly. I gave her an amiable smile.

I caressed her stomach softly and began kissing her neck. She moved her head back, giving me more access. My hand roamed into her shorts and I have her more kisses.

I couldn't help but notice her whimpering and breathing pick up so I went to move my hand away. However she grabbed it and looked at me.

"Don-don't stop," she whimpered.

I smiled happily and moved my hands down again, I rubbed her clit above her knickers.

"J-j-jade," she cried. I stopped kissing her now and moved her closer to me, if that was even possible.

"You're okay," I whispered, planting a gentle kiss to her head. I could feel her heart beat against my chest but I held her close. I slipped two of my fingers under her knickers. She gasped and held my hand tightly and whimpered, she shut her eyes.

I stayed still for a minute but moved my thumb to caress the hand holding mine. I needed her to settle.

She losened her grip after a few more kisses but kept her eyes closed. I kissed her forehead and began rubbing my fingers between her inner lips. She hummed contently.

"Is that nice baby?" I whispered in her ear, peppering kisses on her cheek. She nodded and smiled.

I kept going, still gentle but focusing my attention on her soft spot. She smiled more and raised her hips very slightly.

"B-baby," she whimpered, opening her eyes as I carried on rubbing her clit with two fingers. I looked at her, encouraging her to speak.

"That's nice baby," she mumbled and kissed my chin. I giggled.

"Hm I bet it is," I smiled, happily. She sighed and rested her head in my neck, I noticed her hips rise more and tiny moans escape her open lips. I wasn't expecting much from her really, I knew she was still scared.

"I-I - Jadey," she groaned as her hips rose more and she orgasmed. I smiled, kissed her head and let my lips linger there as I slowed down my pace. I held her close to me.

"You did good baby," I praised, moving my hands back up and rubbing her back. Just like that, she began to cry. Not sobs, just soft whimpers but my neck was getting wet. I expected it, that was a huge milestone.

"You did so well bubba. So so well!" I praised, squeezing her tight.

"I-I thank you," she mumbled, wrapping her arms around me.

"That's okay my lovely, you're okay," I smiled. I held her close to me and kissed her head. After a while, she moved away and looked at me with so much love. I cupped her cheek and wiped her tears.

"No one has ever done that before," she whimpered.

"I'm not no one, thank you for trusting me baby girl. Thank you so much," I kissed her head and she smiled widely.

"I love you," she said, passion rolling from her tongue.

"I love you," I replied, snuggling her close to me. I couldn't be happier right now.

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