Another BTS Story 1 (finished)

Hybrid 5.6: Hoseok and Promise

"How is Joy doing?" I asked first as I sit down facing him

"She opened her eyes this morning. Recognized me let a tear out. Fell asleep again though, but I'll go to her this afternoon so no big deal." He smiled kindly "I must thank you for everything you have done for her, El. If-"I stopped him with one hand

"I did what I had to do for a friend. Joy is also precious to me Eliot." I took a big sip of hot chocolate "Yesterday, I was clearly out of line and I'm sorry for it." I apologized bowing my head

"I knew you weren't yourself don't mind it." Eliot chuckled waving his hand as a dismissal "Your sister called you telling you nonsense again right?" he asked

I stiffened but nodded at his question in affirmation.

"I still don't understand why your sister as so much influence on you." Eliot sighed "That woman is a manipulative monster. She won't let you live your life in peace." He seethed

"She's my sister." I said in a low voice

"And a monster. You hurt yourself whenever she called you. Isolating yourself isn't good and you know that don't you?"

I stilled for a moment. Eliot looked at me for a longtime and I understood that he knew about me. He knew that I was sick.

"Since when did you have Monophobia Extrema El?" he said seriously "I talked with your cardiologist today and he told me that you are getting better, but that it is incurable." His eyes held accusations

"I didn't tell you because you know I might die from it." I said with a sigh

"You ought not to tell me that you put your three hybrids under my custody in case that happens." He said sarcastically

"I can't give them to my parents can't I?" I argued slowly

"Have you given up already?" Eliot asked

"If I had, I wouldn't be here Eliot." I admitted "Yoongi saved me. Jimin and he saved my life. That night if they hadn't come for me I would have drown myself." I was extremely calm "To avoid the pressure and the world."

Eliot remained silent and a tear trickled down his cheek. Despite me being me, he considered me as someone important to him. I perfectly knew that I was hurting him by telling him the truth, but telling him I was fine was useless. A useless lie wouldn't cure me. Not that anything would. He cleared his throat wiping his tears.

"So what did the witch tell you?" he said changing the topic

"Nothing much" he raised an eyebrow "The average. That I was insane for keeping code reds at home without a leash, refusing Alana's death was her fault and telling me I was an unwanted kid. I repeat: Mom was right. You're self-centered, stupid and a fat ungrateful kid." I chuckled bitterly

"A real...witch" he said to not swear

"She just got different opinions. Not that I will ever listen to her. I just always got affected and bottled my feelings in. I refused to let Hoseok or the two others bear my complaining or my sadness. Hoseok doesn't deserve this and neither does Jimin or Yoongi. They are the light that keeps me alive, and need nothing to darken it." I said "It just makes me go into that emotionless cold mood and yeah..."

Eliot sighed before looking behind me and before I could turn around I had a shiver running down my spine.

"Morning guys" he said with a slight smirk

I stiffened before turning around and seeing my three hybrids standing at the bottom of the stairs. All their eyes locked on me. They heard it all. I was convinced they did and the fact that Jimin ran right up to me and held me tight like there was no tomorrow confirmed my words. I cursed Eliot with my eyes, but the jerk just smirked at me.