|47| The decions we should have made

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(An. Wrote the last part of the chapter while listening to Apocalypse by Cigarettes after sex and I recommend it)

"Good day to be outside, you did the right call by suggesting the idea." I sit down on one of the sofas on the rooftop.

"Thought we could use some air." She sits down beside me and hands me a single cigarette.

"Scared I will steal the whole package?" I smile taking the one she hands me.

"I don't know if I trust you to just take one so I'm making sure." She smiles back and searches for a lighter in her pocket. "Come closer." She says or rather orders me.

I didn't know being ordered around could be as satisfying as it is before she came around and I'm still in disbelief about letting her control me in the kitchen but I would be lying if I say I didn't enjoy it. She already looks good when she is submitting to me but there's just something different when she is dominating me, it's like I can feel the confidence radiating from her which makes everything way more arousing.

"Yes ma'am." I put the cigarette between my lips and move in her direction so she can light it.

I had my payback when I fucked her mouth in the shower so giving her some control back won't hurt anyone. I'm up to changing the roles from time to time if it's with her.

"I love it when you do as I say only if it had been like this from the beginning. Would have made taking care of you so much easier." She jokes as she lights the cigarette.

"Admit you liked the struggle. Without our banter, it would have been boring." I take a big puff of the cigarette and before exhaling I kiss her to then let the smoke go around her face and inside her mouth.

"You are right." She admits bringing me back to her and kissing me again, she tastes slightly like smoke. "You shouldn't waste your one cigarette with me."

"I did the right thing believe me." I smile before taking another puff.

"How are your legs? I have noticed you mastered the crutches game." She asks resting her head over my shoulder.

I look at her amused by having her this close and happy it was her doing. She is comfortable with physical contact but I have noticed it isn't her main way of showing affection, words, and acts are. Those I'm the worst at but she doesn't seem to mind.

"Better, the right doesn't really hurt anymore and the left is just the phantom pain. It tends to strike harder at night time." I explain my eyes not leaving her for a single second.

"It's normal, you are tired from the day and your brain takes advantage of it. If you had told me I could have helped. Give you some weed or a pain killer." She says also looking at me.

"I got used to it and you know I don't want to rely on drugs." I take another puff of my cigarette and look at the sky in front of me.

It's a beautiful day, slightly chilly but not too bad the sky is as blue as it can be, and the sun shines without a cloud in sight. It's truly relaxing. I only went out here to smoke when Matteo was also staying in the penthouse since he hated the smell but I have never truly paid attention to how amazing it actually is, how calm the city looks from up here, not until she came with me that first time. I have discovered a lot of things since she appeared in my life.

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