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{Supernatural Imagine} #36: Lucifer's Company Right?

Imagine... You've been seeing Lucifer for weeks it's been good but it can't always be good and I think today is your worse day yet.

You've endured many things but dealing with Lucifer has been the worst of all he's been in your head for the past 2 weeks and you felt like you were going insane but Sam has done all he could to keep you stable because he knew how you felt, but no matter what Dean has made sure you get your education unlike he did so you had to study and fast before Lucifer came back.

*Y/N POV*
"I can do this" I hesitated because I didn't actually know if I could really do this, Lucifer has been in my head for 2 weeks almost 3 and it's driving me mad I can't even think straight how the hell am I supposed to study? "I can't do this god damnit!"
I lost it I freaking lost it! I can't take this anymore the constant voices and midnight chats with the one and only I can't do it, but most of all I can't handle it I feel sometimes that dying might just make things better but then I think about the boys and how they would feel I don't wanna hurt them,
So I just buried my head in my arms pouting and giving up
"Come on princess? chin up daddy's gotta surprise for ya" NO not him again sh*t... He was here Lucifer was here just sitting all the way across the table from me so I could have a perfect view of his vessel, he just smiled at me watching me slowly die inside of fear and exhaustion
"Go away!" But Lucifer didn't listen like always
"Come on [Y/N] we are having so much fun! Just think me inside you taking control... That could be taken in very different ways?" But Lucifer just laughed at his ruthless joke but I kept quiet, I hated this man he's hurt me physically, emotionally and mentally which made me so scared I almost forgot what it was like to not be fearful,
"What do you want?!" I decided to show him I wasn't afraid but it was obvious I was
"What makes you think I want something every time I want to come here and hang out with my best friend!" Lucifer gently hit me on the shoulder making me flinch in fear making him enjoy himself
"I'm not your friend nor play buddy" I couldn't take it anymore I needed some air even though I know he would follow he's in my head I still needed some air if I'm gonna fight with him,

"[Y/N] no matter how far you run or how long you swim... You'll come back eventually or I'll just have to follow and swim by your side" A long devious smirk grew across Lucifer's dying pale face which made it even more scarier considering his voice was so deep and creepy,
I went faster up the stairs not taking my eye off Lucifer as he leaned up against the library table arms folded watching me walk fast away, up the stairs and was gone slamming the door behind me. Why can't this be easier, probably because it's Lucifer and he makes everything difficult. Maybe I can talk to someone? Someone good to talk to.

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