♡ The Only Player SasuSaku ♡

♡ Part 91: quarrel ♡

TO SAKURA

kakashi: sakura, i think you did the right thing by telling him. 

kakashi hugged sakura as she quietly tried to stop her tears. when she came back to their home, before kakashi could welcome her back he was welcomed with an upset pinkette. he had an idea of what could've been the cause, but he didn't expect her to break into pieces the way she did. 

sakura: he decided for me before i could decide for myself. 

kakashi sighed

kakashi: i know. 

the pinkette removed herself from his embrace and continued to wipe her eyes. kakashi didn't need her to say it, but he knew that right now she was angry and sad. he couldn't tell which one was more than the other, but those were the current feelings that came lashing out of her

sakura: i hate him for deciding for m-me

her knitted eyebrows trembled

sakura: but i hate myself more for hurting him. 

kakashi was good with expecting what she'd do and say, but this was the biggest surprise she had ever given him. 

sakura: i know i hurt him. what started everything was the fact that naruto and i kissed, but things were taken too far and it was already too late to fix it. i feel so pathetic. i hurt sasori, naruto, sasuke, my parents. why do i always end up hurting the people i love? i hate myself for taking everything out on sasuke and making him suffer

she shook her head and she squeezed her eyes shut

sakura: when all... a-all he's been doing is taking care of me. 

kakashi's eyes softened. after all this time, she wasn't oblivious to what was going on around her. she knew exactly what sasuke was doing and it was clear that she understood sasuke's resolve. 

sakura: i would try to make things right for sasuke, but i know i don't deserve him. i knew how much pain i put him through but i didn't do anything because i don't deserve someone like him. i just don't. 

kakashi: your biggest mistake wasn't trying to leave, it was trying to push away sasuke's hurt feelings. 

NEXT DAY (January 19th) [2 DAYS UNTIL TOURNAMENT]

hidan: that is some fucked up shit right there

shikamaru: what a drag, do you have to say such bothersome comments?

hidan: fuck, why do you have to be so boring?

shikamaru: why do you have to swear so much?

hidan: why do you have to talk like a lazy shithead

shikamaru: because i don't like you

hidan: okay now you're just lying

sakura couldn't help but smile despite her current situation. 

shikamaru: anyways, so you know why sasuke broke up with you but you still don't want to make things right?

the pinkette tapped her index finger onto her desk in a baseless melody

sakura: no. 

shikamaru: what a drag

the door to their classroom opened and the trio glanced over to see who it was that came in

naruto: oh hey guys

the blonde came in and took a seat right beside his pink best friend. he noticed the way her smile seemed forced which only caused his own to slightly decreased. the moment he sat down, he cocked his head to the trio