<77> Shuichi x Traitor!Suicidal!Reader

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Danganronpa V3
Inside the Killing Game
Gender: Neutral
Request by: No one in general. I was feeling like angst

WARNING: Self-harm, sort of suicide attempt, angst, no comfort.

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It hurts

It hurt so bad

Lying and deceiving everyone

It... Doesn't seem right.

But what can I do?

I'm just following orders

I'm only following orders

It's what I'm supposed to do

It's what I need to do

It's what I need to do
It's what I need to do
It's what I need to do
It's what I have to do

It's...

Before I even notice, the glass shards went so deep into my arm. It hurts. Yet I made no sound. Only drops of water fell down onto my arm and I only deepen the broken glass bottle into it.

Blood overflowing as all I could see were red.

I want to pass out.

I don't want to even go out anymore.

I want to be left alone.

"(Y/N)...? I heard some noises and... Um... I'd like to check if you are alright?" It's Shuichi's voice, I can tell. I wanted to live. To live with him. But it'd never come true. It's either him or me, one of us has to die for the other.

But in all seriousness. My life will never make sense if Shuichi isn't around. The outside world isn't the best place either. I hate all the people out there, I'd rather die for Shuichi to move on.

Bet he wouldn't miss me either.

"I'm alright. I accidentally dropped my water bottle. There are shards everywhere, so don't come in." I say, wincing when I realize I slipped the shard to make another cut. This will certainly become a scar...

"Shards? That sounds dangerous. Do you mind if I help out?" The detective insisted. "No. Just don't open the door. You might get hurt." Just go away like how everyone has always treated me.

But he's not listening.

"It's okay, I'll come in, alright? Two are always better than on-" He stopped on his words as soon as he realizes what's going on. Me, on a pile of glass shards. The half top of the bottle in my hand, pressed deeply into my skin as blood just keep pouring out.

It was all because of madness.

I couldn't control myself.

Self-hatred led me here.

What despair.

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