9th member; of Stray Kids x2

Back to you

"So do you like them better?" Suri couldn't help but chuckle as she continued, cutting the carrot.

"Lix, no one is better than you." She heard the guy giggle on the other side of the phone and she couldn't help but smile. "But anyways, everyone is extremely nice to me to be honest. They're taking this seniors thing so serious." 

Felix was glad to hear her finally being happy again, laughing and smiling truly even if it wasn't because of them. "When did you say that they're coming over?" 

"Around 6, but I wanted to make sure that the food is ready. I was planning to get them take-outs, but then I was like why don't I cook for them." 

"I'm so jealous now, shut up." She was able to hear the eye roll from the phone if it was even possible, laughing, knowing pretty well that the Aussie was pouting on the other side of the phone. 

"Aren't you coming to visit me tomorrow, though?" She checked on the boiling water as she passed back in forth in her kitchen. "I'm going to make some brownies for you, or do you want an apple pie?" 

"Just focus on today's food. Gosh you sound like my mom." Felix laughed, causing the girl to laugh too, as she realized how worried she was starting to get over everything. 

"How's my lady though? I miss her so much." Felix rolled his eyes again, knowing pretty well that she was able to tell again, and knowing that the relationship between her and his mother was even closer than his relationship with his own Mom.

"She's fine, she's asking about you all the time." 

"Remind me to call her tonight." Felix nodded, then remembered that the girl wasn't able to see him so he mumbled a small 'Mhmm' 

"Hey, by the way when did you say the showcase was?" Felix asked. 

"In a week. Are you planning to come?" She heard another mumble on the other side of the phone. 

"I have to go now, Rian. I'll call you later though." 

"Okay, tell the others I say hi." Felix and Suri said their goodbyes, before hanging up. It was like that since she moved out.

After everything that happened to the group, after she decided that she wanted a break away from them, after talking to JYP and explaining all the shit that has been going on for all of them, specially Suri, he agreed. For her sake and for the company's sake, and he didn't want to lose Suri so he agreed on temporary pausing her contract which is something that he's not used to with any idol he had before, but he was sure that Suri was going to come back anyways. 

He trusted her so much, that he even suggested going to Cre.ker himself. Talking to their CEO and literally doing everything for her. He even visited her new dorm, just to make sure that she was being well treated. 

The boys found it really hard, when they were helping her pack her things, specially Jeongin when he noticed how empty the room was without her. The boys didn't say anything when she made this decision. They just made sure that this was what she truly wanted, and she was okay with it. Of course it hurt her, but she knew that the distance would be the best thing for all of them. 

Jisung cried too much that day that he blacked out and they had to go to the hospital, because he wasn't even waking up, which didn't help with the situation. They had a long talk, only him and her, although the others didn't want them to be alone, but Suri insisted. Suri didn't really forgive him completely for what he did, but she was leaving anyways and she wasn't going to watch him until he dies out of depression, but she wasn't talking to him at all. 

He texted her literally everyday, and tried to call her a few times but she would either ignore him completely or answer with either 'Thanks' or a small emoji, but he still kept texting her making sure that she's was okay.

Changbin even mentioned to her that Jisung asks him about her all the time, also saying that Jisung wasn't doing that so she can get back with him, but only because he was trying his best to fix things between them as friends, nothing more. Suri tried her best to accept that, but she still couldn't even talk to him, nor even looking at him after everything, but she still made sure that the boys were treating him well, and although they all still didn't forgive him, they had to follow Suri's orders. 

Hyunjin was a whole different story. Yes they promised not to talk about it and they promised not to tell anyone about what happened between them they day before she left, but they both couldn't get that day out of their heads. 

"I don't want to lose you, Hyunjin."

"You're not going to. I promise you, Rian."

As much as they both left that day crying, it still changed them so much, it brought them closer- Well kind of, but talking everyday and every night meant something for them for sure. They didn't want to date nor fall in love, they just wanted to be together. 

Suri missed them all, she really did, but she was happy with her semi-new life. She was going to re-debut again in a few days, they were supporting her and that was what was keeping her going and knowing that they love her so much even if she wasn't part of them, or at least for now she wasn't part of them. 

It made her laugh how they were completely jealous of 'The Boyz' being around her most of the time now. How Felix called Eric for 3 hours, explaining to him how to take care of Suri and how she likes to drink her coffee, or how he should make sure that she wasn't over working herself, and how she doesn't like being alone most of the times. Or maybe how Chan met up with SangYeon not so secretly so he can just make him promise him to take care of Suri and help her around the company whenever she needs help with anything. 

Suri had to literally talk to them, explaining for the 10th time how her dorm was 10 minutes away from their dorm, or how her new CEO agreed on them visiting the company whenever they wanted and how she was welcomed in her original company anytime she wanted, but it didn't really help with anything. 

The door knocking cut Suri's thoughts off. She fixed her shirt one last time in front of the mirror before rushing to the door. "Took you long enough?" Sunwoo joked, as Suri rolled her eyes at him, letting them all enter. 

"Shut up stupid head." The boys were happy that Suri was comfortable around them, which helped them being closer to her too. They all went to the dinning table, and they couldn't help but let out a small gasp.

"You cooked all of that on your own." Kevin sat on his chair, his eyes not leaving the table in front of him. 

"Well, what can I say. I'm a five star Michelin." 

"Ayee, you really are a Stray kid." New joked and the whole room laughed as they sat down to eat the food Suri made. 

"So how's your debut song going?" Kevin asked and Suri nodded smiling at him. 

"Pretty good, almost done with everything." The others smiled at her, too into the food. "You guys are coming to the showcase right?" 

"Of course we are." Juyeon commented, smiling widely at the younger girl. 

"The boys are coming too right? Like Stray kids boys, not us the BoyZ." Q tried to explain what he was saying, making Suri laugh as she nodded at him smiling. 

"No offense, but its confusing how you left the group and the company, but you're still friends with them." New said, causing Sangyeon to send him a glare. 

"I thought we agreed on not being noisy." 

"No, no. Its okay, like he has a point though, but they are my best friends after all, no matter what I'll never be able to lose them, and I know that no matter what I'll go back to them."