TEACH ME PROFESSOR [Elizabeth Olsen]

Chapter 19 - Where your heart leads you

LIZZIE'S POV

"Mmm i miss you already"
"Oh come on Olsen, we see you on Monday" she says while strokes my hair
"But it's still an eternity" i say diving into her arms
"I promise you this weekend will pass quickly so you can see your favorite student again" she says leaving me many little kisses on the head
"Oh you mean Cassie? Yes she's absolutely my favorite student, not like you who never listen to me in class"
"It's your fault Olsen" she say and we both laugh.
"Thank you for the ride by the way"
"Anything for you little bear, so see you on Monday?"
"Yes, see you in Monday. Please be careful baby" i say referring to the motorbike, she gets on it and starts the engine
"Oh then i need your luck's kiss" she says pointing to her cheek, i smile and run to her giving her a kiss on it.
"Here, now you can drive safely" i say
"Thanks little bear, i'll write to you when i'm at home"
"Bye honey" she puts on her helmet and then leaves. I stand there in front of my house and smile, god this girl makes me so happy. After she met my family things went for the best, my mom does nothing but talk about her and the same goes for my sisters and y/n does nothing but say how good she was with them and how she felt at home. Even after my car was repaired, in these two weeks she would occasionally give me rides with her motorbike, always making sure that no one saw us.
I swear, she's impossible to hate, she's such a precious being that deserves a lot of love.

I take the house keys and open the doorway, but unexpectedly i feel something on my face that hurts, only to realize that Robbie is standing in front of me and he just slapped me.
"What a f-"
"You bitch, was it still her!?" he yells at me
"Robbie w-"
"Answer me!" he says pulling me by the hair and pushing me against the door
"R-robbie you're hurting me" i try to say
"What? You don't like it? You always beg me to fuck you, well baby i'll show you how much i can hurt you" he says putting his hand under my shirt and squeezing violently my boobs, i try to react and kick him in his lower parts, causing him to double over in pain
"This is not what i want Robbie, not if there is no love" i say crying
"Oh fuck you and your romanticism Lizzie" he say
"If you love me you wouldn't be a bitch to risk my image just to go out with that little girl" he adds still in pain
"Is that what matters to you? Your fucking image? show how a good guy you are in people's eyes, fuck you Robbie i'd rather screw my caree-" like a fury, without even giving me time to finish talking, he rushes on me grabbing me by the neck and hitting me against a wall.
"Don't even try Elizabeth, try to screw up everything and you and your friend are done, you understand? You better not get caught with her and i don't want to know that you were still with her" he say furiously, i look into his eyes and it scares me, his eyes are black as the darkness that surrounds him
"O-o-okay" i struggled to breathe, luckily he let go of my throat and i went back to breathing normally.
I see he picks up his coat and keys
"Where you go now?"
"To find someone more interesting than you" he says and then closes the door violently.

I collapse on the floor, bursting into tears desperately. How did we end up with this? Why does he act like this, what have i done wrong? Every time i think that everything can be fixed, that we could go back to what we once was but he destroys all my hopes every time. I love him, but this isn't him, he's not the man i fell in love with and married and the fact that i can't even see him in his eyes anymore hurts me. I keep fighting for us but i don't even know if that makes sense anymore.

Y/n🤍:
Safe at home 🤎

Me:
🤍🤍🤍

I smile at her message and then sink into an abyss of pain

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The hours go by, i try to distract myself in any way, cooking, taking care of my garden, correcting my homework but his voice comes back to me every time, his hands on my body, while he squeezes my neck violently, my breath that begins to fail and his eyes empty, devoid of any emotion if not anger towards me.