💊If I Could Tell Him💊

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Song fic? Bitch you know it. And don't mind any lyric changes, I wanted to make it fit!

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Jeremy looked at the human Squip, curiously. "W-well, what did he say?"

"Oh! Well..." Squip blushed and looked towards his crush.

He thought you were awesome

Jeremy scrunched his nose. His best friend?

He thought I was awesome? Michael?

The raven haired male stuttered.

D-Definitely!

He wished he could tell the brunette how he felt.

How?

But he couldn't...

Well, he said
There's nothing like your smile
Sort of subtle and perfect and real
He said
You never knew how wonderful
That smile could make someone feel

Squip shut his neon blue eyes. He began to sing.

And he knew
Whenever you get bored
You scribble stars on the cuffs of your jeans
And he noticed
That you still fill out the quizzes
That they put in those teen magazines

Jeremy blushed. Michael knew about that?

But he kept it all inside his head
What he saw he left unsaid
And though he wanted to
He couldn't talk to you
He couldn't find the way
But he would always say

He couldn't talk to me? Jeremy thought. We talk everyday though?

If I could tell him
Tell him everything I see
If I could tell him
How he's everything to me
But we're a million worlds apart
And I don't know how I would even start
If I could tell him
If I could tell him

Squip opened his eyes.

Did he say anything else?

If only he knew...

About you?

Jeremy looked away.

Never mind, I don't really care anyways

Squip could feel his anxiety rising.

No, no, no just, no, no he said, he said so many things
I'm just, I'm trying to remember the best ones so, um
He thought
You looked really pretty, er
It looked pretty cool when you put indigo streaks in your hair

He gently smiled, remembering the pictures he saw. Jeremy couldn't help but to remember that dare.

He did?

Squip nodded.

And he wondered how you learned to dance
Like all the rest of the world isn't there

Squip had walked in on Jeremy dancing once. It was adorable!

But he kept it all inside his head
What he saw he left unsaid

Jeremy thought about Michael.

If I could tell him
Tell him everything I see
If I could tell him
How he's everything to me

Did Michael like him?

But we're a million worlds apart
And I don't know how I would even start
If I could tell him

No, Michael couldn't like him. He had Rich.

If I could tell him
But what do you do when there's this great divide?

Plus, Jeremy liked a certain black haired boy.

He just seemed so far away

The Squip was lost in the song, his voice sounding like an angel.

And what do you do when the distance is too wide?

And once more, he tightly shut his eyes.

It's like I don't know anything

He couldn't breathe.

And how do you say
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

He needed Jeremy to know.

But we're a million worlds apart
And I don't know how I would even start
If I could tell him
If I could

He opened his eyes.

"J-Jeremy?" He said after a few minutes of silence. "You- you okay?"

Jeremy quickly hugged Squip. He nodded.

"I-I love you...."

Jeremy looked up. His Squip liked him? His crush liked him?

"I wrote that.... for. Uh- for you. S-sorry if you don't feel the same way..." The Squip stuttered his emotions out, anxiety really kicking him in the ass.

"Squip." Jeremy leaned in. "I love you, too."

And kissed him.

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