Football Imagines

Cesar Azpilicueta

NAME: Spencer

You fight over him being away too much

Spencer's POV: 

Cesar plays for Chelsea and I understand he has to be away for away games and international break but it doesn't get any easier on me. I'm 4 months pregnant and his away on away Chelsea game in Madrid for the quarter finals for the Champions League. I hate that his always gone and I have so much to do for the baby but his never here for me, well he is but I need more. 

As I watch their match, I feel more angry. His 32, I want to know when his gonna retire. I yawn and go to bed. I don't care anymore. 

NEXT DAY

I hear the front door open. "Baby I'm home" called Cesar. I step out of the kitchen. "Hi" I said. "What's wrong?" asked Cesar. "Your always gone" I said. "I have too, it's my job. I love it" said Cesar. "More than you love me?" I ask. "Baby.... your my wife, I love you more" said Cesar. "Then retire" I said. "Babe, you know I can't. I have much more to give" said Cesar. "You've won every single trophy!" I said. "I know but I have more to give, more time left! I love football!" said Cesar. "You'll have a son to play football with soon" I said. "Babe! I love playing professional football. Your being unfair!" said Cesar. "You know what, I hate this fucking game! I hate Chelsea, I hate football and I hate you!" I yell. Cesar gasps. "You know what, Spencer. If you want to leave, leave! I have never, not once asked you to quit your job. I love that you love teaching kids. I'll grab my shit and leave then. I'll send divorce papers to you, since that's what you want right? To be on your own, co-parenting our baby cause your selfish? I've been trying to be here more often, I've been trying to make sure your happy without making me happy. All you care about it yourself! You have never came to a match to support me which I understood. I thought you loved me unconditionally but turns out I am the one that loves you that way. I'm done been the one to blame about how you feel. Your 32, you should know the importance of working and loving work." said Cesar. I look at him. "Divorce?" I ask. "Yes. I am divorcing you, I'm not fighting this one out. I love you, but you hate me now. I love our baby and I will be here for them but not you" said Cesar. He grabs his stuff and leaves. I begin to cry. Fuck, I ruined everything. 

I've just giving birth to a baby boy, Jasper Tom Azpilicueta. He looks just like Cesar. Our divorce was finalized last month. Cesar kisses Jasper's head. "Your my sweet boy" said Cesar. I yawn and Cesar smiles at me. "I better go, I promised Mason I'd meet him for a drink" said Cesar. "Your not staying?" I ask. "No. We're divorced, we only talk about Jasper." said Cesar. I sigh and he hands Jasper back to me. I watch him leave. My mum walks in. "It's your fault your single, you know that right" said mum. "I know. I-I told him I hated him" I said. "Do you?" asked mum. I shake my head. "No" I said. "Your the one who was in the wrong, you should realise he would never do what you did. He loves you still, but his not willing to give you a second chance because you could do it again" said mum. I nod. "I know. I will just watch him find someone else, have more babies" I said, tearing up. "Sweetie, you need to learn from your mistakes" said mum. I nod, agreeing. 

As the months go by, I watch Cesar meet a woman and begin dating her. Me and Jasper are great. I hear a knock on the door. I open it to see Cesar and his girlfriend, Mariah. "Hey" said Cesar. "Hi" I said. I let them in. I hand them Jasper's bags. "I just fed him, so he should be fine for a while" I said, pulling my hair into a bun. He nods. "OK. Um.... we just wanted to let you know Mariah is pregnant and we um.... we got married" said Cesar. "Congratulations" I said. They smile and leave with Jasper. I lock the door and lie on my sofa. 

I've lost him.

I hope you enjoyed! 

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Lorna xx