Chapter 20: Test Me

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He was between my legs and we were just fighting with each other and my heart started to rush faster and faster as he lean down to my face. He looked as if he was trying to kiss me and my dick was getting harder as he come closer to my face. He was about to kiss my lips then he started to laugh then he jumped up off of me. I felt so strange in me head was I a victim of a gay test. Did he just do that to try me to see who i really am underneath it all my true feelings toward men. He was just smiling and at this moment i was ready to leave. Nothing never was going to happen because im in love but i just felt stuck and didn�t say or do anything just now so i might have given myself away that I�m gay

Me: I think i ready to leave bro

Nate: Why? is everything ok did i do something wrong bro

Me: Yea everything is cool and you didn�t do nothing wrong but i just ready to go home to check on my little man and its after six so he should be home in my bed watching TV as usual until he falls sleep.

Nate: Ok cool let me carry you then (I put on my kicks then i stumbled to his car because i was drunk as shit. My head was spinning so my eyes were closed all the way over to my parents house as i give him the direction. When i got there i didn�t come out the car good he already pulled off then he pumped his horn then drove off. I still felt tested but this is a long summer and i will see if he tested me or not. I turn my key in the door then i went to my room and i open the door and little man was in my bed laying off watching TV with a juice box just like i know he would.

Me: Look at daddy baby

KJ: Daddy! (He jumped on me when i fell in the bed still feeling drunk as ever asking me where i been) I missed you daddy

Me: I miss you too baby you been good to grammy and where are they any way

KJ: Grammy and Papa in the room they lock me out of the room

Me: I started to laugh then i thought to myself they so nasty they in there bumping and grinding so being the drunkard that I am not given a shit at this moment i went to the door then i started to knock. I said mommy and daddy yawl nasty then i started to laugh then i continued saying yawl in here with this door lock up. Daddy shouted go be with your son and come from my door then he started to laugh then my mommy was laughing. I just said to myself these two are so nasty and yuck this why they having all these pregnancy scares. I went back in the bed with KJ and he just came and laid on me watching TV but i was sleepy. My stomach was starting to feel really bad then it started to back fire up my throat like i wanted to vomit. I said dam am i going to vomit then KJ came out the bed then he went in the kitchen then he got a bucket for me) Thanks baby boy you smart you know how you know i needed a bucket. I suppose to be taking care of you and look at you taking care of daddy come give daddy a kiss

KJ: No then he laughed then he said yucky stink mouth

Me: I just laughed out loud and because i wasn�t expecting him to say that but then the vomit came up and i throw up in the bucket. I guess that rum punch wasn�t agreeing with my stomach it was kind of strong. After i let that out i started to feel alot better so i got up and i clean the bucket out took a shower turn my newly installed AC on then i closed the door and just kicked it with my little man. I didn�t really realize that we went to sleep but i woke up from a big flash in my face and when i open my eyes it was mommy and daddy taking pictures of me and KJ sleeping) Mommy and Daddy please don�t wake him its late cause he will be up all night

Mom: Yawl look so cute and so much alike even when yawl sleep. He is the exact you when you were his age its given me flash backs. My cute grand baby look so handsome sleeping i just had to take a picture of my two babies. Now this picture is going to be my phone back ground and i will get it printed and blown up so that we have some pictures on the wall. A matter of fact since you done with school until august you need to carry him tomorrow to get some pictures taken so we can have some to put up in the house.

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