(a/n why am i like this omg.. some strong language, you have been warned! oh and please read a/n at the end, and answer the question!)
jimin didnt know what was wrong with him. honestly, its a little hard to explain. first off, jimin loved min yoongi. with all of his heart. literally every ounce of his body was filled to the brim with love for him. but jimin had a problem. and he doesnt know how or why it came to be. you see, jimin sleeps around. and not just like once and a while hooking up while drunk and forgetting about it. well, it started off that way. but now it was straight up fucking other guys all the time, almost everyday. and he knew exactly what he was doing. well, sort of. he remembered it all, but it wasnt like he enjoyed doing it with strangers that much. it was more like a routine. (and jimin just really enjoyed sex. but who doesnt??)
anyways, most people dont get why he does it if he loves his boyfriend so much. and honestly, he wishes he could give them a reason. but he cant. and he spends countless nights laying in bed with his one true love, trying to rack his brain for the answer. its gotten to the point where jimin even has trouble looking yoongi in the eye, because of the fear that the truth will somehow make its way past his lips and into the air. and he doesnt even want to think about how it would make yoongi feel. ever.
but tonight, jimin was being careless. and he forgot that yoongi wasnt working late today, like he usually would. so as he had some random stranger literally fucking him from behind, he heard footsteps. at first, jimin ignored it, his mind blinded with pleasure. but when he suddenly heard the door to the room they were in open up, he stopped his actions. he sat up, naked from the waist down, next to the stranger who was also naked from the waist down, and stared wide eyed up at his boyfriend.
yoongi froze. he knew from the moment he walked into the apartment, that something was going on. he just hoped it wasnt this. but somewhere, deep down, yoongi thinks he always knew this was going on. then, in a daze, his body filled with pure anger. he shouted loudly for the stranger to exit the house immediately, before directing his attention back to his boyfriend. but the minute he looked at him, the second emotion wave hit. but this time, with sadness.
"i- why- how- how could you do this?" yoongi choked on his words as sobs started to make their way out of his throat. he shakily brought both of his hands up to cover his face as he struggled to catch his breath, a sudden heavy weight on his chest. jimin stared at his boyfriends sobbing figure for a moment before quickly rushing to his side, and trying to comfort him the best he could. even though he knew he was the cause of all of this. "yoongi i-"
"dont touch me!" yoongi screeched as he tore himself away from jimins grasp. "i- im-" jimin tried to say, but was cut off shortly after, "no. save it. i- i- i just cant believe you would do this to me." yoongi said as he tried to fight the tears spilling from his puffy eyes and look up at jimin. and then jimin finally felt it. the guilt. he had been waiting for the aching feeling to set in ever since he started cheating. but it hadnt really come until now. and it felt awful.
jimin left the apartment that night, not knowing if he would ever see that beautiful smile of yoongis, ever again. because he had fucked up. really bad. and he didnt know if yoongi had it in him to forgive him. and honestly, yoongi didnt really know either.
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a/n shit, man. im so evil.. anyways, sequel? i might write a part 2 but even if i do it wont be the next part, maybe the one after? idk what do you think? should it be angst or happy ending?? leave comments!
lots and lots of love, namjoon1994 !
