(kinda short but eh....angsty oops)
it's been two years. two years since jimin started to fade. two years since both his and yoongis lives were struck with the terrifying news of what jimin was diagnosed with. two years since they found out he had heart failure. and today was finally the day, that jimin went in for surgery. over the course of those two brutal years, they had been searching and praying for a donor. someone who would give up their own life, to let jimin live. and now they had found someone.
he had chosen to stay anonymous, but jimin still couldnt even begin to express just how grateful he was. "todays the day!" jimin cheered as yoongi walked into his hospital room early on that sunday morning. yoongi smiled widely and slipped his hand into jimins as he sat next to his bed. "yeah. i'm so fucking happy, baby." yoongi whispered, lowering his head to leave a soft kiss on the side of jimins hand. jimin said nothing, just smiled bigger than ever and watched yoongi, who looked very beautiful right now (to him, at least).
a few minutes later, their light chattering was cut short by a nurse entering the room. "park jimin? i'm nurse gihyeon. i'll be prepping you for surgery today." a young ladys soft voice filled the room. she bowed respectfully, knowing she was probably interrupting something. yoongi just turned back to jimin, eyes calm. jimin smiled, taking in all of yoongis angelic features. "i'll see you in a few hours, okay? i love you." jimin said, squeezing yoongis hand.
yoongi nodded slowly, head tilted down. "okay," he said quietly, "i love you so much." he then added, his voice just the slightest bit louder now. yoongi kissed jimins forehead quickly, and then stood, bowing to the nurse and stepping to the side so she could get to jimin. "good luck, baby!" yoongi called as he was stepping out of the door. jimin said nothing again, just smiled thankfully to his boyfriend before turning back to the nurse.
"i hope you know how much i love you." yoongi whispered to jimin, so quietly that it was basically to himself, as he walked down the vacant hall.
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five hours later, when jimin was rolled back into his hospital room after being told that the surgery was a complete success, he was met with an empty room. "excuse me? do you know where my boyfriend is? the one from earlier?" jimin asked the nurse that had helped him. she thought for a moment, head tilted to the side a bit. "oh, him." she muttered quietly. she then looked down at her clipboard, eyes scanning a list of names. "min yoongi, right?" jimin just nodded, waiting for her to go on. "oh sweetie, he was your donor." she said, eyes widened and voice laced with sympathy.
the next half hour was a complete blur for jimin. it was filled with cries from jimin telling everyone to stop lying, and waiting for his love to just come out and say that hes not actually gone. but of course, that wasnt true. because yoongi had now truly, given his heart to jimin. jimins hands shakily reach out to get his phone, desperately trying to call taehyung, but it was covered in a sticky note. his eyes were blurred with tears, but he could still somehow make out the sloppy words written on it.
hey jiminie,
shit. your gonna be so mad at me.. but im glad i did what i did. did you know that i've been planning this for the last six months? anyways, now, you really do have my heart. even though it was already yours to begin with. use it well, baby. live life to its fullest. im sorry i cant do that with you. but i'll always be here, though. i promise.
i love you so so so much,
-yoongi (insert sloppily drawn heart)
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a/n .....ooPS
lots and lots of love, namjoon1994 ! (im sorry i probably killed all of you..ily)
