An Unexpected Love (San E Ambw)

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San E POV

Do I have to?" I asked. "Ok I'll be back tomorrow." "Ok. Bye" I hung up the phone. I fell back on the couch with a deep sigh. How am I gonna tell her? I thought. This is gonna be awful. I went up to go to the kitchen to get a drink. As I was opening the refrigerator, the front door was open. "I'm home." Angela yelled. "Hey babe." I walked up to her and pecked her lips. I showed a sad look "Angela, we need to talk." I said. She grew concerned. "What happened?" She asked. I grabbed her hand and led her to the couch to sit next to each other.

This is difficult. I thought. "Well....." I kept stuttering. "Hey you can tell me, I'm listening." She said holding my hand tightly. "Ok..well." I began. "I have to go back." I said. "To where?" "To Korea." She was a little surprised, but not showing emotions. "But why?" She asked. "Well... I have to release a new single by November and I also have an interview coming up that I can't miss." I explained. "Oh" was all she said. "That's all you have to say? Oh?" I said. "Well what do you want me to say?" She asked. "I don't know. Show some reaction. Anything." "Well I'm not really good with expressing my emotions so..." I grew frustrated. "Ok but still its just looks like you didn't care." "Who said I didn't care? Of course I would care that you leave I just don't want to show it." "Why not?" "Because I don't." She got up. "Angela, tell me why." I got up also. "Can we just drop it?" She asked as she was about to walk to her room. I followed her. "I don't know why your trying to avoid it like its a simple question." "I'm not avoiding anything." "Then tell me." I grabbed her shoulders to face me. She looked down as tears were coming from her eyes, but trying so hard to fight back. "Angela...what's wrong?" I asked. "Nothing, you can go back if you want to. I don't care." With that, she closes the door in my face.

Angela's POV
I sat in my room crying. When it comes to situations, I just reply without emotions. That's just how I am. But this really hit me hard. I really don't want him to go, but i don't wanna be clingy or selfish about it. If its important than he has to go. Plus I don't want him to see me like this. I only show my emotions to Diana. Mainly because she understands me and doesn't judge me for it. She makes me feel like it's ok to show it. But I'll only do it in front of her. "Angela can you open the door?" San E knocked on the door. "No" I said. "Baby please. I just want to talk." "We already talked about it, conversation done." "Babe. Please." He asked. I wiped my tears away, made sure no dried up tears were on my face, and opened the door. He just pulled me in for a hug.

Feeling his warmth as he hugs me makes me cry again cuz I would think its the last time I would ever get to hold him. I don't want it to be the last time. I tried to hard to hold back the tears, but they started falling down fast. I grabbed his arms tightly and started crying on his chest. "Shh. Shh it's ok." He said rubbing my back. I cried even harder. "I just don't want to show my emotions to you because I don't want to you to see that I'm weak." I began trying to release from his grip and trying not to face him. "I don't like showing my feelings to people, it's stupid. Like I'm trying so hard to take it in but it just hurts that I have to see you go and I don't want to be clingy to you and tell you not to go, since you have your career and I have mine--" I tried to continue as he was wiping the tears from my face.

San E POV
It's sad to see her like this. Only because she tries to be strong for me and I never even asked for that. Maybe I should've never said what I said. Now I feel bad. "Babe?" I began as I had my hand on her cheek rubbing it softly. "I'm so sorry. I just wanted to see how you feel. Don't be afraid to show your emotions to me. I'm like that too when I'm with anyone. But we can work this out together. And I don't think your weak at all. You are a strong, independent woman and I love you for that. Plus I would like the clingy side of you." I said. She chuckled a little bit. "No matter how far apart we are, I'll always love you. You can look at the necklace and remind yourself that I'm with you always. You can call me, text me anytime. I will come back for you." I explained as we gazed into each other's eyes. "I really don't want you to go. Do you know how bad I'll miss you?" She asked about to tear up again. I hugged her again holding her head close to my chest. "I'll miss you too. Like a lot." I said softly.

Well then....