An Unexpected Love (San E Ambw)

January 23rd PT. 2

Angela's POV

San E and I went back to party and I was walking with him with my face confused. "Why is he like this?" I asked myself quietly.

As we were walking back, everyone jumped up and it literally surprised both of us because we didn't expect it. "SURPRISE" everyone cheered and clapped. "Awe thanks guys. You didn't have to do that." San said laughing. The guys grabbed him by the shoulder while I was standing there. Everyone was gathering around where the cake was. "Angela come on." Jason said gesturing me. I nodded lightly. I went with Jason behind everyone that was crowding around him. They were singing the happy birthday song and after that, they clapped. San blew out the candles and it was just happy vibes.

After that, everyone went back to partying and drinking as usual. I just went away from Jason and I sat on the couch. I just wanted to be alone for a sec. I kept thinking about the conversation that San and I had. Like why... I was just confused like I ended up being speechless. Did I made him like this? I thought. Wouldn't it be better if I just gave him a chance to explain at that moment? Would everything changed if I stayed with him? Did I carelessly broke up with him and because of that, he just turned so cold? Like why?

I was caught up in my thoughts until Jason snapped is fingers in front of me. "Angela are you ok? Your like in deep thought." He asked sitting next to me. "No...I'm fine." I said. "...Angela. Don't fucking lie to me. I know when your ok or not. And your certainly not ok so what's going on?" He asked sternly. "Nothing...it's fine." I replied trying to calm him down. "Angela.." He tried to speak. "Can you please stop asking me? I said I'm fine." I said looking at him a little bit annoyed. He nodded a little bit with the face saying "ok I got u" type of look and looked away from me. I feel bad pushing him away but I just need to think.

Time skip
We're were still at the party and I looked at the time on my phone and it said 12:17 am. How long is this party gonna last? I thought. I looked at Jason. It looks like he's trying to keep his eyes open. I nudged him. "You wanna go home?" I asked him. He nodded and we got up to leave. A girl with short hair caught up with us. "Hey leaving already?" She asked. "Yeah. We're tired." I said. "Oh it's ok. By the way I'm KittiB" she said extending her hand to us. "Oh nice to meet you in Angela." I said shaking her hand and Jason did the same. "So are you his friend or...?" She asked. "We're just friends." I said. Jason nodded. "Oh ok. We'll be safe out there." She said waving to us and went back. I waved at her also.

Jason and I are walking back home and it's just utter silence. As we got to the hotel and into the elevator, I broke the silence. "Are you ok?" I asked. He silently nodded. I looked down. Maybe he doesn't want to talk to me. I thought. The elevator dinged and we got to our room. We entered in and Jason immediate sat down on his bed by he window. I sat next to him.

"Jason...." I began. "What's up with you and him?" Jason asked. "Well...we were talking about how we use to be...and...I told him how I felt and he just comes with this bullshit saying that me and him wasn't meant to be or that it won't be the same if we hang out now that we're friends. Like I expected him to be cool with it and now it's like he's just so cold hearted and it's not him." I vented. "Well what did you expect?" He asked. "What?" I asked. "You broke up with him. Of course he would think that 'oh we just weren't meant for each other that he should've saw this coming that you guys weren't gonna last." "But why he had to say it like that? We can still be friends and hang out like we use to before we even got together. Of course I still fucking miss him. He doesn't think that I do." I said.

"Well that's what you shown him. Of course he would think that because you showed him that you moved on from him. Yes he would be friends with you but he thought that it would just be a burden so that's maybe why he said those things." Jason explained. I looked at him. "Why are you being cold too?" I asked him. "I'm not being cold. I'm telling you the truth. It's hurts but it's true. Plus you accepted that reality that you guys are not together. Why look back now?" "Cuz I still fucking miss him. I miss the times we've had. I can't just forget those memories like they weren't special like they were nothing." "Yes but you also said that you weren't going to focus on the past." I thought about it for a sec. "Ima go freshen up." He got up and walked out to the bathroom.

I thought about what he said. Yes i can't forget the memories, but at the same time, I'm with someone else. So...there's no point carrying them with me. I can't believe i was stupid to let it get to me. Come on Angela get over it. You have Hiro. Everything will be fine. Just have the accept reality, them at we weren't meant for each other and that we should stay that way. I almost cried thinking how cold he was to me back there. But it's the truth right?

Ugh....