An Unexpected Love (San E Ambw)

I Didnt Mean It

San E POV

I couldn't focus. I kept thinking about what happened between me and Angela. I kept repeating what I said in my head. Did I really say that? I thought. Maybe I shouldn't said what I said. KittiB waved her hands in front of me. "Are you ok?" She asked snapping out of my thoughts. "Yeah I'm fine." (The song is called Better Tomorrow). "Are you sure?" Minos asked. "Yeah. Let's finish the song." I said with a fake smile.

After we completed half of the song, we decided to finish the next day so we said our farewells. I went back to the house and unlock the door. "Angela I'm home." I yelled. I waited for her to come out. I should've expected it. I mean I'm the one that told her I don't love her anymore. I thought. Then I repeated what I just thought. "OH NO NO NO NO SHE COULDNT HAVE--" I ran to my bedroom. I looked around and all of her stuff is gone. All her clothes, stuff from the bathroom, just everything is...gone. I took out my phone quickly to text her. My hands were shaking a little bit. "Babe, where are you. Why is all of our stuff gone?" I texted. While I was waiting for her response, I sat on my bed. Then I turned and saw a letter. It was her. I read it out loud.

San E

By the time your reading this, I'm already on the plane to America. There are two reasons why I left. One is in going on a tour in Japan so I have to be with the guys. Two is that...well to put it simply, you don't love me anymore. I kept thinking that it was my fault that you pushed yourself away from me. I kept thinking that maybe I was too clingy so I decided to distance myself away from you. I thought it was better for the both of us. But then it also hurts me when you were being cold to me, even that day. You've never been like this until now. I was concerned about you. But I guess this is what I get for caring so much, right? I went and stayed at Reggie's house for only one night. Before that, I almost was about to commit suicide, but I know it wasn't worth it. So Ive decided to break up with you. I feel like it's better for us because now you don't have to worry anymore. You can focus on your career and I can focus on mine. Im not gonna hold a grudge against you, but wish you a happy life. You can live without me so it shouldn't be a problem. But I will always love you as a friend. So be happy. You will be fine.

⁃ Angela

After I read it, I started to cry. "If only you knew how I feel right now" I said. "I completely fucked up." Then I saw the necklace. The same necklace I gave her on her birthday. That was the day I asked her to be my girlfriend. That moment I will cherish forever. But...I just...I'm loss of words. I was so cold to her. I clutched the necklace tightly. "Angela I'm so sorry." I whimpered softly. "I didn't mean to hurt you I'm sorry." Then I heard a door open. It was Reggie. I look at him with my visions blurry with tears. "San." He began. "Reggie....I lost her." I said breaking down. He came to me and hugged me. "I was confused when she asked me to sleep in my dorm. I thought something happened between you and her but I didn't want to get myself involve." He said. "Something did happen." I cried. "Can you tell me?" He asked. I nodded.