An Unexpected Love (San E Ambw)

Our Friendship is Over

Angelas POV

I was wondering what was wrong with Jason. Hes been acting weird lately and I dont like the fact that he is. He won't tell me whats wrong but i know something's up. So, i decided to drive to his house and knocked on his door. It took a while for him to open the door. He opened the door to let me in and the way he looked at me was a fake smile. I was a little scared. "So whats up?" Jason asked. "Well i just wanted to talk to you because i was concerned about you." I said as i sat on the couch. "Well...im fine so...i dont understand." He said. "Well you've been acting weird and..just distant from me. Its like your in another world." I said. "Well... its only because i got alot in mind, thats normal, right?" He asked. "It is normal, but i just wish i knew something was wrong with you. What i see is that everytime Hiro even comes close to me, you just push yourself away from us." "Well i dont want to get in the way, so thats why i give you space." "JASON....I KNOW SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH YOU SO WHY DONT YOU JUST TELL ME????" I yelled as i was getting frustrated. Jason looked at me shocked. "Im sorry." I quietly said. "Its ok." He said. "It just hurts how you dont want to tell me how you feel like you use to. Its like you distant yourself away from me and i dont like it. Just because i have a boyfriend right now, does not mean that im just going to choose him over you." I explained. "But at the end of the day, your still going to choose him over me because he's your boyfriend. Thats the way it goes all the time." Jason said. "What the hell's the matter with you? You know that i wouldn't do that." I told him shocked. "Angela...it will happen, just like it happened with your ex." Jason walked up and entered the kitchen. I followed him. 

"Don't fucking walk away from me." "Your not my mother dont fucking tell me what to do." "I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT WAS WRONG WITH YOU AND YOUR JUST THROWING ALL THIS BULLSHIT ON ME." "WHAT BULLSHIT??!? THERE'S NOTHING BULLSHIT ABOUT WHAT I SAID. IM JUST STATING FACTS." "FACTS?!?!? NOW THATS BULLSHIT." I walked away from me. "YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE IS A FACT?!?" Jason yelled. "WHAT?!!?! LET ME HEAR THIS STUPID DUMB BULLSHIT THAT YOU HAVE." "YOUR FUCKED UP, DRIED UP, MANIPULATIVE, DUMBASS, SON OF A BITCH BOYFRIEND CHEAT ON YOU!!!!!" When he said that i stood there shocked. "Now your being a son of a bitch." I said. "You dont believe me? Ask your fucking boyfriend." He said sitting on the couch. "IM NOT GONNA FUCKING ASK HIM BECAUSE HE WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO ME. YOUR JUST SAYING THAT BECAUSE YOUR FUCKING JEALOUS." I yelled. "JEALOUS OF WHAT?!? YOU TOO???? DONT MAKE ME FUCKING LAUGH. I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP." He said. "THEN WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO FUCK IT UP BY TELLING ME LIES, HUH???!! YOU THAT BORED, HUH?" "ARE YOU FUCKING DELUSIONAL??!! ARE YOU THAT DELUSIONAL TO NOT SEE THE TRUTH. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS? I THOUGHT YOUR BETTER THAN THAT, BUT CLEARLY YOUR NOT. YOU LET THIS "LOVE" THING GET INTO YOUR HEAD AND NOW YOUR ACTING AS IF EVERYONE IS OUT TO GET Y'ALL. GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF THE CLOUDS AND FACE REALITY." He said. 

"NO! HIRO WILL NEVER CHEAT ON ME AND YOU KNOW IT. YOU DONT HAVE THE LOVE THAT HE AND I GOT" I said. "OH SO NOW YOUR FUCKING SHOWING OFF NOW???? GET OVER YOURSELF, ITS NOT THAT DEEP." "IT IS THAT DEEP WHEN IT INVOLVES MY RELATIONSHIP, YOU FUCKING DICK. YOUR EITHER WITH US OR AGAINST US, PICK ONE." "YOU KNOW WHAT I WILL." Jason stood up to me. "Im against the fact that your acting fucking delusional and that your blind. If you want to stay blind, go right ahead. I said what i said and i said what i meant. He cheated on you and thats a fact. If you dont want to believe me. Fine. Ask him and see. You still want to believe him, fine. But, dont come fucking crying to me when all hell breaks loose." He said. I stood there shocked and disappointed. What is the matter with you? How can you say this to me? I thought. I dont even fucking know you anymore. "You know what fine. I choose him over you any day because he's the only one who understand and actually care about me. You just want to spew out bullshit to make me doubt myself, but it is not gonna work. I love Hiro and he loves me. If you dont want to accept that......then dont be in my life anymore." I said. "I knew this was gonna happen. At the end of the day, you will always choose your boyfriend over me. The one thats been there for you longer than he has. The one who was your ride or die. THE ONE THAT NEVER GAVE UP ON YOU AND THE ONE THAT WILL NEVER BETRAY YOU!!!!. But clearly...you lost that one.....you know what? Get out." He said. "What?" I asked. "GET THE FUCK OUT!!! YOU ALREADY MADE YOUR CHOICE AND NOW YOU LOST ME. SO THERES NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT ANYMORE, SO GET OUT!!!" He yelled. 

I was so close to break down, so i left. I went inside my car and i cried. I lost my best friend. I never knew this day would come where i would lose him. This is the worst. But, just like my mom says, people come and people go. thats life and i have to accept it. But, the one thing i will not do is let someone talk about my relationship like that. Its no one's business. Hiro would never cheat on me and i know that. I'm glad Jason is out of my life because i dont need that energy around me. Its better this way. Sadly, we are in a band so we have to deal with each other, but i guess it is what it is.