MATTIA'S P.O.V.
"What the fuck!" I yell as I stand. My hearts racing and aching all at the same time. How could I be so oblivious. How could she be so willing to give in to him.
To Wes.
She shakes her head as she places her hand on my chest but I push her away,shaking my head. She takes a step away from me, her breathing intensifying
"Mattia!" She yells as she winces. "Listen to me!"
"No!" I yell. And then I sigh. I know she didn't want this.
But she has a voice. She knows how to use it.
I can't keep going through this with her.
"I came all the way to see you! And you're letting him touch you!" I yell as I look over at Wes. I lean in across the table extending my fist out to hit him when she holds me back.
I pull my arm back, shocked. "And you still defend him?"
She winces. "Mattia what did you want me to do? I felt threatened by him!"
"You have a mouth, Dawn!" I sigh. "It's not an excuse anymore!"
She shakes her head. "Not an excuse? It never was an excuse to begin with" she looks down at the ground
I exit the table booth and she tries to hold onto my hand. But I flick my arm and her grip loosens, and then she lets go of me.
"It's over" I say quickly
We lock eyes and then I feel guilty immediately. I gulp.
"It's what?" She asks with tears in her eyes
"Over" I look away from her. "For real this time"
"W-why"
"Because I can't keep doing this. Knowing that the girl I care about is letting other guys touch her. How do you do that to yourself,Dawn?"
She holds onto her arm. "I don't wanna get hurt"she says looking down. "So I just stopped fighting it"
There's a moment of silence.
"But it isn't my fault" she cries. "Please just give me another chance"
"I can't anymore" I say shaking my head. "I'm sorry"
She looks up at me,confused. "You don't mean that"
"I do. I love you. And I care about you. But I just can't—cant be with you like this right now. Not while any of this is going on"
"But you came here to see me"
"And I would do it again"
"And now you're just gonna leave?"
I nod slowly. "I'm sorry. But what do you want me to d-"
She scoffs. "Mattia just leave me alone right now" she says looking away from me as she bites her lip
"Dawn-"
"Leave!" She yells.
Ignoring the stares of customers, I walk past her and push the door open, feeling the brisk air of outside
Did I make a mistake
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FanfictionStarted writing the first week of November 2019