S - "Sidharthhhh?! Chalien? Class is over. Sab chale gye. Tu abhi tk yhi betha hai."
Si - "H-Han chalo, woh main bas soch raha tha kuch. Chal tu bta kaise raha first project?"
S - "Swaah Te keh first project. Kis budhu k saath baitha diya mere ko? Usse camera ka c bhi nhi pta aur designing toh chod hi do. Tumhe bhi pta hi hai kaise kapde pehnta hai yeh. I mean itne different colours ik hi outfit mein? Chal ab mujhe ghar jaa ke dinner bhi bna na hai aur Maa ke saath baat bhi krni hai and humari picture bhi dikhani hai unko. Teko pta kitna cute lag raha hai tu usme. Woh kitni khush hongi. Chal ab main to chali.. tum aa jaana jab man kre. Uth Te hi nhi ho." With that she left her smile spread across her face.
Her roasting paras made me so happy. And now I knew why. Dil ki baat maan ne ko isne hi sikhaya hai.. bas ab pehle iske baare mein sab jaan na hai phir.. phir kya Sidharth?! Answers kabhi bhi usko bta nhi paayega tu. Usse 5 saal bda hai tu, well settled in the industry she's just stepping into.. aur last but not the least your broken. Han woh heal kr rhi hai mere ko lekin kab tak kre gi? Ughhh... kya karunn? Is baar toh mumma se bhi baat nhi kr skta... kaise kahunga k teen din mein pyaar ho gya woh bhi mujhe?
"Kucch Bhi Nahin, Jab Darmiyaan Phir Kyun Hai Dil Tere Hi Khwaab Bunta Chaaha Ki De, Tujhko Bhulaa Par Yeh Bhi Mumkin Ho Na Saka Kya Hai Yeh Maamla, Jaanu Na Main Jaanu Na Dil, Sambhal Ja Zara Phir Mohabbat Karne Chala Hai Tu"
Shehnaaz: Main kyun baar baar woh picture dekh rahi hu ? Kyun ik sukoon aa mil raha hai uski ek smile capture kr k? Life mein ajj tak kisi bhi picture ne itni khushi nhi di kabhi. Pr aaj...aaj aisa lg raha hai jaisa poora jahaan capture kr liya ho. Pyaar se bohut different relationship hai mera. Yeh jab bhi meri life mein aata hai.. har baar meri ummeedon ko pura kiya begair hi door ho jata hai. Isliye dar ti hu pyaar krne se lekin agar dil raazi ho chuka hai toh main kya karun? Humesha dil ki hi Sunni hai maine...fir ajj kyun ghabra rahi hu? Shehnaaz usko sikha k aayi hai ki kisi ek ki vajah se apne aap ko restrict nhi krte aur yaha khud? Tu kyun tension lai rahi hai? Agar aaj koi bhi sign mila k usko bhi tere saath yeh attachment hai.. toh badh jaana aage lekin agar nhi toh rok laina na khud ko? Sambhal laigi tu. Vaise bhi agar pyaar nhi bana toh kiya hua? Dost to hai Na? Zyada soch k kuch nhi milega. Aur is baar toh tujhe koi umeede bhi nhi hai. Is baar jo bhi hai bohut acha hai. Sukoon milta hai isme. Usko khush dekhna hi achievement hai teri.
I think as I mixed the different ingredients together. I'd gotten back half an hour ago and figured that I should get everything ready before meeting Maa as she'd be coming here anyways. And tbh I couldn't face her with the thoughts I had running through my mind. I don't know if this was love or not but I knew it was special. Whatever this was, one thing was certain.. I could give myself up for the connection I'd felt with him. This feeling is something I've longed for my entire life. Pushing back my thoughts I get back to work making the dinner and once that was finished I needed to get ready myself. After all this was a work commitment, tonight I was signing my first ever design and photography collab magazine shoot. It had to be perfect. Leaving the almost done food on a simmer I decided to check my closet for someone both traditional and unique. I was definitely not doing this in jeans. Opening my suitcase full of simple traditional dresses I pulled out a black suit with gold borders. Simple but pretty.
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