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Secrets & Wedding Rituals

Shehnaaz :

We step out of the gurudwara premises with my mami trailing behind. She'd been upset with her sons and eventually got tired of how they were behaving. I myself didn't like how they treated her. Knowing how much I craved fir my moms attention I was hurt that they had the audacity to reject it.

S - "Maami tusi tension na lo.. appe akal aa jaani aa ohna nu, chote ne hle. Koi gal nhi"
(Maami aap tension na lo.. khud hi akal aa jayegi unhe, chote hain abhi. Koi baat nhi)

I stepped back pulling her into my arms. No mother deserves this. I thought back to how close Sidharth was to his mom. Due to which he knew how to treat women. He confided in her. I loved the bond they shared. Thinking back to what had happened just moments before I hoped that I was never a girl that took someone's son away from her.

N - "Sanu edhar aa Tu.. main gall krni si ik tere naal. "
(Sanu idhar aa tu... maine ek baat krni thi tujhse)

I left maami stepping into the car with Nani Ma and my cousins. They were too busy chit chatting away to lay any heed to our conversation. They'd met me nicely but not as I expected. What could one do? They were growing older, of course they'd become moody teenagers for a while.

S - "Hanji Nani ma?"

N - "Pyaar krdi aa na Tu ohnu?"
(Pyaar krti hai na tu usse?)

I was in shock. Who exactly was she talking about? Sidharth? But I haven't even told her yet... Babaji?!!!! Hye Hun ki kra main?

N - "Bol? Krdi ae na?"
(Bol? Krti hai na?)

S - "Main pyaar? Kihnu? Hye Nani tuhanu Te shuru ton hi krdi aa Te mamu maami nu v. Ehna kanjara nu v krdi aa main Te."
( Main pyaar? Kise? Hye Nani aapko toh main humesha si hi krti hu aur mamu maami ko bhi. Uh kanjaro ko bhi krti hu main toh)

N - "Teri maa di v maa aa main. Mainu Na sikha. Oh munda jis naal gall kr rhi si kmre ch? Pyaar krdi aa na ohnu? Dekh putt mainu nhi dasengi Te Hor kihnu dsna?"
(Teri naa ki bhi Maa hu main. Mujhe na sikha. Woh ladka jis k saath baat kr rhi thi tu kmre mein? Pyaar krti hai na usse? Dekh mujhe bhi batayegi toh aur kise batayegi? )

I blushed at the mention. How had neither of us noticed her? How did I not notice?

S - "Pr Nani tusi kad-"
(Lekin nani aap kab-)

N - "Jad bindi laundi si tu. Ohdi nazar Te tere ton hatt hu nhi rhi si Te tu apne khyaala ch khush hi rhi si. Hun bol?"
( Jab bindi lga rahi thi tu. Usski toh nazar tujhse hi nhi hatt rahi thi aur tu khudke khyaalon mein khush ho rhi thi. Ab Bol)

I nod snuggling my face into her body to hide the tint of pink taking over it. Babaji please Nani maa galat na le jayein baat ko... aapki toh pta hai na? Unhe phone calls nhi pasand. But kya karu ? Nhi reh skti baat kiye begair. Kitna miss kr rhi hu main usse.. meri itni bakwas kaun sunega yaha? Nani ma ke ilawa? Please unhe gussa mat aaye pleaseee

N - " Bohut chaunda oh tenu.. akha ch disda usde. Mainu pta k tenu rishte nibhaune aunde aa putt Pr pyaar bohut kuch kraunda. Ohdi zidd.. ohdi har mang.. hr cheez nu apne upar rakhna di aadat pe ja di aa. Chahe oh rakhe ya na rakhe. Pyaar ch koi khudgarz nhi ho skda nhi Te pyaar fika peh janda. Munde zyada Tr kehnde nhi aa pr dikhaunde aa.. bas tusi ohna de Oh hi dikhawa naal jeena. Eh Te dikh reha mainu ki oh bohut khushi dinde ae tenu. Bas eh Khushi humesha yaad rakhi"
( Bohut Chahta hai woh tujhe.. aankhein mein dikhta hai uske. Mujhe pta hai ki tujhe rishte nibhane aate hein putt lekin pyaar bohut kuch karwata hai. Uski zidd... uski har mang.. hr cheez ko khud de upar rakhna ik aadat bnn jaati hai. Chahe woh na rakhe. Pyaar mein koi khudgarz nhi ho skta nhi toh pyaar fika Pr jaata hai. Ladke zyada bolte nhi hain lekin dikhate hai.. bas usmein hi poori life jeeni hai. Yeh to dikh raha hai mujhe ki woh bohut khushi deta hai tujhe. Bas yeh khushi humesha yaad rakhna. )