Tu Jo Mile Jindari Jannata ve Jannata...❣️ #sidnaaz

Revenge?

Maa and I continued to talk for another half hour while Sidharth simply sat back watching. I continued on to show Maa the interior design options sent into my phone when suddenly he got up taking both the phone and plans from our hands. "Maa aap tyaar ho jao aur Preeti k saath aa jana, abhi main isse lai ke nikal ta hu. Aur han no phones, toh isiliye ajj k liye yeh mere pas rehne de."

I looked over at maa who gave me a smile and a nod as he took my hand walking towards the door. "Main bike pe nhi jaa rahi tere saath. Meri car le jati hu main."

He turned back an ounce of hurt making its way into his eyes, he seemingly shook it away trading the keys of his bike with those of the car. "Ab chalegi?" I nodded stepping in front of him and making my way over to the elevator. He joined stepping in right behind me. "Yellow bohut acha lagta hai tere pe. Especially aaj. Kehar dha rahi hai baby." He said softly pecking the back of my palm. I restrained myself from giving him a smile. Instead I let my hand loose and turned away looking at the decreasing numbers.

We make our way to the car, I still hadn't said a word to him. It wasn't that I didn't want to but this was revenge for the 3 bloody days he left me with nothing. I got into the seat fiddling with my chunni and the suit. I needed to make sure I didn't ruin it. Out of nowhere I felt him inch closer grabbing the belt, buckling it before straightening it out letting his hand rub against the deep of the suits neckline. Still silent he softly pecked my forehead before moving back to his seat and driving off to wherever we were headed. I wasn't even sure how much longer I'd manage staying mad at him, to be honest I was surprised I hadn't let it go already. It was the same issue I'd always had with anyone I let close into myself. For example, Aaveera and Shehbaaz. We fought, sometimes a little too deep than others but one gesture to fix the problem and I was all in. Everything went back to normal in an instant. But right now I was mad for him, he needed to realize not everyone will be like the people he's faced in the past.

Si - "Baat bhi nhi karegi? Bolne se kya ho jayega baby? Itna gussa kr ke kya milega?"

S - "Jo tujhe mila tha, tere gusse mein tu toh yeh bhi bhul gya ki jaise tune pakda hai usse mere dard ho ga."

The car came to halt driving to the side. He looked up at me his hands tight around the steering wheel. The veins in his forearms popped out due to the power he was clutching his hands with. I regretted the words I'd just spewed. He was already guilty enough.. this wasn't what I wanted to do.

Si - "Dikha... nishan hai abhi bhi? Main aise nhi krna chahta tha.. woh gusse mein, I'm sorry. Yeh nhi krna chahiye tha mujhe"

He released his hands, using them to feel my upper arms frantically. I looked at his face while he failed to meet my eyes. "Sidharth.. theek hai, nishan nhi hai. Main bas gusse ki baat kr rhi thi."

He let out a sigh, as my fingers grabbed his arms, taking them off of my own. I let him get back to driving deciding to say quiet. I still had no idea where we were headed. We'd been driving for a bit now. I switched on the radio letting it fill the silence in the car. Opening the window I rest my head against the seat letting the wind fill my hair. I recognized the song going to play from the music, a smile made its way to my face.

"Thodi Jagah Dede Mujhe
Tere Paas Kahin Reh Jaaun Main
Khamoshiyan Teri Sunu
Aur Door Kahin Na Jaaun Main
Apni Khushi Deke Main Tujhe
Tere Dard Se Jud Jaaun Main
Mila Jo Tu Yahan Mujhe
Dilaun Main Yakeen Tujhe
Rahun Hoke Tera Sada
Bas Itna Chaahta Hu Main
Thodi Jagaah Dede Mujhe
Tere Paas Kahin Reh Jaaun Main
Khamoshiyan Teri Sunu
Aur Door Kahin Na Jaaun Main
Hoon Besahara Tere Bina Main
Tu Jo Na Ho Toh Main Bhi Nahi
Dekhun Tujhe Yaara Jitni Dafa Main
Tujhpe Hai Aata Mujhko Yakeen
Sabse Main Juda Hoke Abhi
Teri Rooh Se Jud Jaaun Main
Mila Jo Tu Yahan Mujhe
Dilaun Main Yakeen Tujhe
Rahun Hoke Tera Sada
Bas Itna Chaahta Hoon Main
Thodi Jagaah Dede Mujhe
Tere Paas Kahin Reh Jaaun Main
Khamoshiyan Teri Sunu
Aur Door Kahin Na Jaaun Main"