Tu Jo Mile Jindari Jannata ve Jannata...❣️ #sidnaaz

Kullu?!

Sidharth:
I didn't know why but I wanted to erase all the pain in her past. I know it wasn't easy but it's possible. Having her here in my arms,tying her arms around me as tight as she could, showed me how much it took her to put down her whole life I front of me. However she didn't back out like me, she did it although it hurt her. Agar yeh kr skti hai toh main kyun nhi? Kyun main apne past se itna dar ta hu? She pulls herself off of me, wiping her eyes. I didn't know a lot but I was sure that Those Eyes weren't going to cry again. At least until she has me.

"Acha sun... subah University saath mein chalenge okay? 4:30 tyaar rehna.. I wanna take you somewhere special."

S - "Pr fir sawaal uthegein.. mujhe problem nhi hai but-"

Si - "uthne do sawaal tum hi kehti ho na har cheez soch ni nhi chahiye? Fir??"

S - "Hmm woh toh hai, apni zindagi apni marzi se jeeni chahiye kyun ki muh aur zubaanein kabhi band nhi honge."

Shehnaaz:

He smiles softly placing a calming peck on my forehead. "Exactly" he whispers barely lifting his lips off of my skin. He definitely had a way of making me blush with his small gestures of affection.

"Chal good night, aur vaise blush krti huyi achi lgti ho." He said pacing out of my home.

If I wasn't in love with him before... I surely was now. He didn't say many words after what I'd confessed but the ones he said were just enough. This is all I'll ever need. How I wish I could tell Nani ma about him... the cold wind blew against my damp skin making me realize I was still standing in my wet clothes. 🤦‍♀️Shehnaaz sach mein pagal ho gyi hai tu..

"Tu kyo sanu manjil
To v payaara lagda ae
Mainu beshahare nu
Shahara lagda ae"

Sidharth:

I couldn't help but tear up at how much pain she'd witnessed throughout her life. Itna kuch jhel k bhi.. pyaar krna nhi bhuli. Betrayal, death, loneliness she'd seen it all in the peak of her childhood. She became the mother to her brother so that he didn't lose the fun of his early years. She lost herself so that he doesn't. Aisa pyaar bhi hota hai, yeh mujhe aaj pta chala. But I also realized how immature I was being for the past couple of years. Sirf ek ladki k kaaran itni ladkiyon ko hurt kiya aur isse bhi door krna chah raha tha but ab nahi. Ab toh bilkul hi nahi. I'll stand by her for as long as she needs, whether it's as a friend, or maybe even a lover. I'm not going to be as stupid as her other best friend. I wasn't going to lose this gem. She only needs someone to rely on...strong toh woh khud hi bohut hai. Strong in a way not many people understand.. she loves more than she'll ever get back and she knows that but still loves anyway.

SM - "Tu bheeg kaise gaya?"

Si - "woh Uhm.. ma aap soye nhi?"

She walks over to me with a towel in her hand and a smirk plastered against his face. "Mere se chupaiega?" She questioned wrapping the towel over my shoulders. "Itna toh mujhe bhi pta hai ki mera beta aise hi kisi ki liye na toh royega or na hi uski khushi ke liye aise khule ground mein Usske saath baarish mein dance karega. Ab bata bhi de?"

Si - "Woh.. maa app bhi kya lekar baith gye? Mujhe change Krna hai." I said moving towards my room not being able to control the blush from overtaking my cheeks.

I hope mumma burah Na maane... I mean she loves her but is she gonna be okay with her son being in love with her?! Ab toh puch bhi nhi sakta....

SM - "Atleast usski advice to maan liya kr? Itna sochne se acha mujhe puch hi lai? Sidharth tujhe pta hai already ki tu feelings chupa nhi paata toh kyun try kar raha hai?"